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About Lyon

filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars

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Wishes

A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car



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Sunday, May 17, 2009

Crumble.

it has been such a long time since i blogged.. ive totally forgotten that i have one.. but i guess im back here because i really need someone to talk to, but it seems like im alone.

today i lost an old friend. it may hav been my fault for tellin people wat i heard, things that may not be true and i couldnt believe. and im sorry if it seems that im badmouthin you.

things arent goin so well.. im just really lost right now.. i really cant think straight. i need to say wat i want to say but somehow when i want to say it, nothin comes out. its not tt i wanna cut myself off on purpose, i dont even noe e reason for it.. i juz wanna make things right from now on.. its not goin to be easy but im willin to give it everythin ive got. after hearin wat you said, i realised how much i havent listened.. how much ive been shuttin myself away just when we're gettin somewhere.. what a lousy boyfriend i am.. or rather what a horrible person i am. you've said that im the best boyfriend, but after everythin, i think im probably the worst.. it hurts so much inside, but i'll have to deal with it alone. i just hope that things work out and that i am able to pull myself and everythin else back together.


*im a horrible person.. i need to change.. i have to..

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