.. What has become of me ..

Saturday, November 29, 2008

song: act appalled - Circa Survive

omg, im so freakin sleepy. i swear, i hate to fall asleep in the bus or train home. so freakin annoyin. ergh!! anyways, sighh.. i have so much work to do but i dont know how to start on them. i should really get started but im missin out on alot of information that i need. guess i'll be gettin shitty marks aye.. sighh.. hmm was just out with the guys and all. we were suppose to do work but we all ended up doin nonsense. erghh!! frustration!! was starvin all the way until 9 or so.. had mee goreng and mutton soup. killer combination man!! im so gonna die from heart failure. hahaha. ok, thats a pretty scary joke. aye.

you know, ive been feelin very empty these days.. ever since Anisiah left for India. i wish so much that she could come back sooner but i guess i'll juz have to bear with it for another 18 more days. im just very worried because of the bombings in Mumbai. sighh.. please be safe baby. god, i miss her so very much.. ):

*maybe this is a test for us to prove how strong our love is.. i wont allow anythin or anybody to come between us.

22:41

Saturday, November 22, 2008

song: focus shift - Dark Tranquility

omg, these past 2 days has been seriously crazy. last night, the guys and i were at a chalet. omg, we had soooooo much trouble findin our way there. until we got there and realised it was near OCH. aye.. anyways, the chalet was pretty fun. tonnes of food and booze yo!! i know the guys enjoyed themselves because there were many girls. heh. sighh, i wish Anisiah was there too.. ): oh well.. omg, huda was there too!! small world seriously. hahaha. i can honestly say i got super high. was talkin a whole lot of nonsense and laughed retardedly. hahaha. thank goodness there was actually a room for us to sleep in. would be loads more comfortable if it wasnt so cold and if huda didnt pour the drinks on me. aye..

anyways, we had to rush off in the mornin because we had sathish and i had plans to go to sentosa with florence, christian and suria. so yep, we took an hour bus ride on 109 to serangoon and changin to 853 headin to potong pasir before changin to 147 to my place. hahaha. met up with the rest after we bathed and all and headed to habourfront. im kinda lazy to type out everythin that happened today so im just gonna talk about the highlights. heh. i had my cold-cut trio from subway for dinner!! and baby called me all the way from india!! whee!! i swear i was super happy when i got her call. hehe. yah..

i swear im like super tired right now. sighh if only i could squish her to sleep.. i guess i'll hav to wait for another 4weeks for that to happen. i just miss everythin about her.. especially her lovin touch and of course her nonsensicalness. hehe.

aite aite, id better go bathe now. covered with sand and god knows what. so yep, ciao!!

23:08

Thursday, November 20, 2008

song: still alive - Nocturnal Rites

aye, how long has it been since my last entry.. man.. i know this blog seems a little dead, but yah, i'll try my best to blog more often. hmm well, these past 2 days has been quite a torture.. not havin Anisiah around really sucks the life outta me. sighh.. i gotta say, im very much in love with her. nono, she hasnt left me or ignorin me or anythin.. shes just away in India visitin her mom. i hope shes havin a good time though. i just received a 2nd text from her. damn.. i shouldve replied to the first one. i thought i shouldnt reply since she was usin her moms phone. argh!! stupid me!! sighh oh well.. i cant update much since i gotta be up early in the mornin. so yep.. ciao!!

[[ she thinks that i look like a pirate. aye.. ]]

[[ just stay with me, please.. ]]

*i love you so much.. and i know i cant promise this, but i'll try very very hard to make you happy and to never hurt you.. *squish*

00:44