.. What has become of me ..

Monday, September 29, 2008

song: the collapse - Kill Hannah

well well well.. looky looky here, just another 5 days more and i'll be back in SG!! woohoo!! im gettin pretty excited about it. hahah. well i havent been updatin much because ive been headin out quite abit and im always too tired(lazy actually ;P) to do so. chris came over the other time, hes still the same nonsensically talkative skinny fella i met so many years ago. hahah. been meetin tanya too. gosh she always look so different everytime i see her. she just got into Heroes!! yay another person to talk Heroes with. hahaha. well ive been takin a number of shots these past 2 days. i havent uploaded them yet though, just half of them. shall go so tomorrow if im not doin anythin. yepyep. gosh i miss the guys back in SG. i miss anisiah too. aye i hope she'll do well for her exams(hope you'll do well dear). anyways, aunty jennifer is comin to Kuwait with her bf brian tonight, gonna go with my mom to pick them up from the airport in abit later. aye.. im havin abit of a headache right now.. i think i overloaded on the hyperness just now. hahaha. oh btw, Belphegor is WOOHOO AWESOME!!

*hey you, dont think too much ok? i dont want you to worry so much about anythin, especially our relationship.. lets just be happy and enjoy this ok? (:

02:25

Monday, September 22, 2008

song: metalingus - Alter Bridge / forever - Papa Roach

hey ho!! i swear im in a freakin high mood now. and i just ate a kitkat chunky, so i might sound a little more retarded than i usually am towards the end of this entry. hahaha. well guess what people!! i finally got my DSLR!! woohoo!! a Nikon D60. its a decent one, but its good enough for me since ive just started and im still learnin. mhmm. just spent some time with my mom and all. had a chat with baby online today. aye!! i really really miss her. there are so many things awaitin me once i get off the plane in Singapore. baby will be there to fetch me, the band will be lookin forward to jammin again, a full-blown metal gig to attend to, a party after the gig and i'll be spendin the whole night with baby. man i seriously cant wait now!! AHHH!! hahah told you i might sound crazy. heh

i finally got my cam and im puttin it to the test (:

*aye im really feelin that song by A Fine Frenzy, "near to you". after that REALLY random dream, i realise exactly how much you mean to me. hmm well, its just another 12 days to go babe. i miss you

01:18

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

song: valley of the damned - Dragonforce

ok, im seriously experiencin mega jetlag right now. i can hardly keep my eyes open but im gonna blog anyways since it has been quite sometime already. well most of you dont know this, but yah, im in kuwait right now. i only told a few people. yah.. sorry to those whom i didnt inform. anyways, the flight was about 10hrs. always hated the flight.. damned arabs always have to piss me off.. oh well.. it was fun before i got on the plane though, had sathish, dev, randy and jiating to accompany me before i go in. seriously, thanks guys, had a freakin blast man. hahha.

[[dev says "charge!!", and randy was like "fuck you la!!"]]

[[sathish should consider workin in OT]]

[[randy, the drunk ahpek]]

[[i swear, we arent this decent]]

im like missin so many people, the band, the st pat guys, REDS, SA guys.. but right now, the person im missin the most is my anisiah. omg, i miss u so much baby!! rahh!! i wish i didnt have to leave so soon. but i'll be back soon to give you a big bear hug!! hehe. hmm i know youre stressin about your exams dear, but dont push yourself too hard ok? just do your best, you'll be fine (:

ok, thats it.. i cant take it anymore, im goin to bed. nights!!

*how i wish i could hold you in my arms and never have to let go.. (:

02:11

Thursday, September 11, 2008

song: bleak - Opeth

how nice is this.. i thought i managed to scrape through my exams, although i failed one.. but i have a GPA of 1.17.. and thats not good.. i dont think i'll be able to go on for the next semester, i might have to retain.. its either that, or i'll have to drop out.. im dont mind droppin out if i could go to ITE to do a finance or business course tho.. but oh well.. im just gonna enjoy my holidays for now and see how things go.. hmm anyways, i met Anisiah yesterday. we just hung around for awhile before meetin sathish for dinner. and it was the usual, we just talked alot of nonsense and laugh and stuff. hahaha. oh well.. oh yah!! i almost forgot, i'll be leavin for Kuwait on monday night. cant wait!!

*so close to tellin you how i feel.. sighh, im gonna miss you when im away.

15:39

Friday, September 05, 2008

song: still fly - the Devil Wears Prada

ok, seriously, i havent updated in a LOOOOOONG time. been out alot i guess. not just alot, been out til lyk really late too. the latest ive been home is like 8am in the mornin. well.. things are fine i guess. alot better than the past 11-12mths i must say. i guess ive recovered (: but i still have abit of a temper which i wanna get rid of.. hate it when i get grumpy over small things. anyways, i met this girl not too long ago. we've been hangin out quite abit. and i think im havin quite a crush on her. shes alot like me really. we have alot of the same interest and all. theres just somethin about her that draws me towards her. im just unsure if i should give it a try.. what if she doesnt feel the same.. we have so much in common, personality wise too.. what if our personalities crash? oh well.. i guess i'll wait and see.. just go with the flow and see how things go.

10:23