.. What has become of me ..

Thursday, June 26, 2008

song: near to you - A Fine Frenzy

ok, it has been one hell of a long day. i jus got home from my first day of work. it was quite an experience really. kinda like it at work, but sometimes i just feel so lost. aye.. but before i talk about work, i shall talk about school. school was fine, i kinda knocked out in CARC class for a second before i woke up because the teacher was makin fun of me. hahha. hes one of the better teacher we have there. anyways, i rushed home to change and stuff before leavin. i swear, some cab drivers are freakin cheats. asked him to take the fastest way and he took a long way, even worse, he took his own sweet time. where i was to my work place was suppose to be fast, but i had to pay freakin 11bucks. whadaf.. oh well.. learnt quite abit at work today, the people are pretty alright. but some customers are just so grumpy. they could at least smile and be nice to people who are servin them. now i know what its like.. hahaa. oh well.. and oh oh!! the best part about this job is that we get to eat the food after the buffet ends. wahaha.

*near to you, i am healin but its takin so long. cause though shes gone and you are wonderful, its hard to move on..

00:47

Monday, June 23, 2008

song: linger - the Cranberries

first day of school today. was so lazy to get off bed man.. hmm but it wasnt so bad. got to se the guys again. we hung out at TM durin our break. played at the arcade and stuff. so darn funny. hahah. as usual i knocked out in PRSP lecture. pfft.. i gotta wake up. no more slackin from tomorrow onwards!!

*9months now and im still thinkin about you.. even though i know im no longer in your heart.. you know im such a fool for you..

23:14

Sunday, June 22, 2008

song: i'll remember you - Skid Row

man another borin sunday. ergh.. and it doesnt help that im sick as well.. sighh.. oh well.. anyways, finally tried to mug a little yesterday. wasnt much, but at least i did a little. hehe. mugged with nai at east coast coffee bean. pretty nice place actually. yepyep. after that we grabbed a few drinks, sat down in front of the beach and just chill out. it was really nice though, the breeze, sound of the waves, the orange moon.. man.. hahaha. we just talked about things while drinkin, exhanged music and stuff. gotta do that again like sometime soon!! hahaha. and ive got a "slug" in my nose.. *SNNNNNNIFFFFFF!!*

16:14

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

song: closer - Ne-Yo

today has been a pretty gloomy and cold day. im like freezin my butt off in bed right now. woke up at around 1 today. man, i should really stop goin out until late. oh well.. the rain was pretty nice though, i mean it has been so hot for days now, some rain would be nice. decided to go buy food today instead of stayin at home. talk a short walk and bought some chips and mutton briyani!! it want that nice though.. shouldve had chicken instead. pfft.. anyways, been watchin so many movies that tricia thinks im goin blind. hahaha. but that isnt stoppin me, im still watchin another movie tonight. heh. oh well, looks like im startin work tomorrow. oh yah, ive got a job interview too. dont know where though.. so.. meh.. hahha.

*and again, i find myself thinkin of you.. i thought i would stop, but could i be wrong?

22:52

Friday, June 13, 2008

roars: UPDATE!!

swimmin was great today. felt so refreshed after swimmin. like i swam all my troubles away. hahha. shall do it more often whenever i can. heh.

18:16

song: foundations - Kate Nash

been hangin outside til late quite often these days. maybe im just tryin to get away from home and stuff. sighh.. to be hoenst, i didnt really enjoy myself outside. yeah, it was fun and stuff, but i dont know, somethin was missin i guess. anyways, i dont know why im bloggin right now. i have nothin much to blog actually. aye.. silly huh?

*somethin is missin.. and i think i know what it is..

11:50

Sunday, June 08, 2008

i really wanted things to be better.. i hate doin this to someone.. all i can say is that im sorry..

*im an asshole..

02:16

Saturday, June 07, 2008

song: naive - the Kooks

man i feelin so darn tired. only got home at 6 and got my sleep at 7, only woke up at 2. hahha. anyways, about yesterday.. damned gig was so disorganised. everyones slot got pushed like 2hrs later. so many emo/hardcore kids.. they disgust me.. anyways, after a long wait, we went up to set up our stuff and guess wat, we got delayed further thanks to the previous band. their vocalist pulled down one of e speakers and it got damage. idiots.. anyways, it finaly got fixed and yah, we played and stuff. it was alright, but the drums were so screwed, i couldnt hear my amps at all. i made so many mistakes. ergh!! this is so stupid.. sighh.. i gotta improve more!! anyways, we went for a drink after and just hung out the whole night. we ran from cops, talk a whole lot of nonsense and just slacked around. hahaha. and man, im broke. heh

*how can this be done by such a smilin sweetheart..

15:47

Monday, June 02, 2008

feelin: the after-effects of a successful performance

todays gig i must say, has been a success. responses were pretty good considerin its our first time performin as Stillborn up on stage. yep, i swear i was darn nervous before the thing. darn afraid i would screw it up. well i did made some mistakes but accordin to the guys, it wasnt that noticable. but still, gotta cut them off. it has to be perfect on the 6th of june at Homeclub. a big thank-you to those who came to support. the support is really appreciated. im just pretty unhappy with the crowd in general. the people there who there to just sit around, no support no nothin. freakin pricks.. anyways, thanks and sorry Fee!! for gettin us to play and for worryin so much about our money. hahha. overall, it was pretty awesome. and man, i swear it feels great to be up on stage. hahaha

*again, for the 2nd time.. well, i guess there nothin i can say or do..

01:27