.. What has become of me .. <body>
About Lyon

filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars

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A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car



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Thursday, February 21, 2008

hooked to: arrow - Mr. Big


im so darn tired, but i cant get to sleep.. i guess its another one of those nights again.. sighh.. well, gymed with martien and ezra today. they actually came up with a gym routine. it was pretty tough, but we're still survivin. we laughed so much today. funny thing is, most of the jokes are targeted at each one of us. hahha..

honestly, im not exactly in a good mood now. i just.. i dont know.. everythin seemed fine at first.. then it started to feel wrong.. sighh.. im feelin so fucked up inside right now.. im so angry and pissed with everythin now.. so many things i wanna throw out right now, but theres no one to listen.. yah, i have my bestfriends.. but its so different.. i cant let out everythin to them.. i just miss havin someone special there for me.. argh!! i gotta snap outta this..


*i wanna give up so badly..

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