.. What has become of me ..

About Lyon

filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars

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Wishes

A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car

Monday, January 07, 2008

current song: mindenki azt akarja - Animal Cannibals

well lemme tell you about saturday. i met up with her for coffee at starbuck. although i was still a lil angry, i must say i do miss her a lot and that i was glad she asked me out. we talked about so many things, but i had a lot on my mind. she could tell, so i brought it up again. my intention is not to ask for her to come back, although that was what i want.. but my main intention was to just let her understand how i feel, and i want to her to make me understand how she feels too. she doesnt want us to be together, maybe not now.. she wants to concentrate on her studies first. i know the possibility of a patch up is very low.. but i respect all that, really. sighh.. i wish i could be more helpful.. i really do.. i was suppose to meet a friend but plans changed and i met florence and shaun instead to watch AVP2. it was much better than the first. met up with martien, nat was with him. they seem so lovin.. sighh.. i slept over that martiens place. i feel slightly better after everythin but still i cant stop thinkin. what/who am i thinkin about? i think you know the answer pretty well, everyone does. sorry, im a tad bit emotional at the moment.. i just wish..

*i told you how i felt and my intentions.. and i meant every word of it.. if i had another chance, one last one, to set things right.. sighh.. i guess i can only wish for it..

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