About Lyon
filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars
Talk To Me
Wishes
A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car
Sunday, January 27, 2008
current music: love song - the Curei guess i'll do one entry before i go to bed. yesterdays gig was awesome. had lotsa fun and bruises too. hahha.. oh well.. Meza Virs was really awesome, so was Truth Be Known, Bhelliom and last but not least, Anthelion. took a few pictures with Anthelion, its all one friendster. well.. today wasnt much. it was pretty much borin. im kinda startin to hate weekends actually.. oh well.. actually you know what? im not in the mood to blog, i dont know why the fuck im here.. so yes, goodnight*where were everyone when i need them the most.. maybe livin in my own world and shuttin out everyone and everythin else is not sucha bad idea.. at least i wont have my hopes crushed anymore
23:26
Saturday, January 26, 2008
current music: no promises - Shayne Wardhello people. been awhile huh? yah i know.. oh well.. today has been pretty interestin. started off pretty disgustin though. ran to the bathroom first thing when i woke up. darn stomach ache, i even went twice. ergh.. well, met nai to watch Saw4. its funny how shes afraid of the freaky doll from Saw. hahha. yah, we just chatted a little bit after that. went off to meet martien in cityhall and oh my god.. there was this freaky guy to came up to us and gave a retarded smilin face and startin buzzin at us. i started laughin like shit cause it looked so retarded. hahha. yah, we just chilled around cityhall area, caught up and stuff.. sighh, its the night again.. just like every other nights..*exactly another month to 2 years. but i doubt it matters anymore.. i just wish....
00:08
Thursday, January 17, 2008
current song: arrow - Mr. Bigi just realise how unfair ive been to some of my friends, especially my bandmates. ive been losin my temper so much these days. i can say ive been pretty violent too. sighh.. i dont know what happened to me. i guess too many things happened in this past few months.. i'll try my best to chill from now on.. really.. all i can say is that im sorry bros.. and to you, i just wish i could be a much better friend. its just that my heart still.... well i guess i should go bathe now, just got home. here a lyrics of a really nice song im listenin to. enjoy (:the clock is tickin on the table in my room.funny how the time just slips away.an ordinary simple manwhos lost a little piece of somethin.hold my breath and close my eyes.say a little prayer.here we go again hello.i didnt see the end and so the story goes.how can i be cool? when i always play the fool..i need a shot of love. like an arrow through the heart.my mind is open to the page of yesterday.isnt it a crime how love can go.i always knew there would come a daywhen silence played the king of pain.so i close my eyes and hold my breath.and contemplate a change.i have my faith in life.i know the truth inside.this time i swear its gonna be better.
22:46
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
current music: happy ending - Avril Lavigneahh shit, i messed up my blog.. you guys wont be able to see my past entries. i dont know what happened to e template. idiot la.. oh well.. hmm today has been tirin. met up with martien to gym today. did a hell lot of crunches. yepyep. almost caught a movie today but we decided not to, need to save money you see.. yah, we had a freakin early dinner and we just talked and caught up a littl bit. and yah just walked while e wait for nats work to end. almost went to do a brow piercin man.. hmm still thinkin if i should..*you were everythin, everythin that i wanted.we were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it. all of the memories so close to me just fade away.. all these time you were pretendin, so much for my happy endin..
22:17
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
current music: the sound of muzakgosh.. im finally back home.. yah well, todays jammin has been unsuccessful. not only tharen said he would be late, he didnt turn up at all. both jt and i were bloody pissed.. ahh well.. he did have a good excuse though. damn transit changed out student travel fare to adult fare just today. i swear the government is just bloody brainless i dont care if i get caught or not, i mean seriously. those who just graduated are still waitin for our results. how the heck do we know if we're goin to poly, JC or retainin.. you fools do nothin but take more and more from the people. throw me in if you want, but this is just unfair. i swear money is just full of troubles.well, i had another dream about her last night. in this dream, we got back together.. all i could remember was that and touchin her beautiful face and holdin her close.. sighh.. i was happy of course. but if only i could continue dreamin forever..*im scared.. ive already lost you once.. i dont wanna lose you for good..
20:35
Sunday, January 13, 2008
current music: all out of love - Oliviatoday was pretty interestin i must say. followed florence to ngee ann poly to watc her do some filmin thing for her friends class project. it took really long though. yah.. there was this pretty girl who was actin too. she looks pretty plastic actually. prithi and i were like talkin about how competable that girl and christian is. hahha. darn funny. yah.. that was basically my day. pretty borin right? yah i know..you know, i had a dream last night.. it was about her of course.. in the dream i was walkin to somewhere until i had a sudden high fever that made me collapse. i swear i felt my life fadin away until i opened my eyes and saw her standin over me, cryin and worried.. you know, i thought i would be happy, but instead seein her cryin is worse than all the pain ive felt and i just wished for her to stop the tears.. the dream was all i needed.. yah, i know its lame.. but it felt so real to me, like she does still care and was there.. sighh..*everyone tells me you know how im feelin.. but do you really??
22:35
Saturday, January 12, 2008
current song: fall in love (koini ochite) - Oliviatodays plans were totally screwed. thank goodness for the last minute call to florence. yah.. met up with her, shaun, prithibra n the rest. chatted a whole lot with shaun, man i dont understand how he can actually love army life. hahha. yah, we just went around a lot. yah.. sighh.. today i spoke abit to florence. shit.. seriously, love is just filled with complications.. honestly, im startin to be scared.. i really dont wanna fall again.. sighh.. i just realise that those sort of love stories you read or see on tv will never happen to me.. love stories.. tsk..*is this really the end of our story? i just wish you hadnt turn the page..
22:36
Friday, January 11, 2008
current music: love song - the Curetonight is just like every other night.. but what can i do? well jammin today was pretty F-ed up i must say. my effects screwed up halfway while jammin. the wah-wah effects went off by itself. i swear i got freakin pissed tryin to shut it off. almost smashed my pedal. but as usual, bein me, im always close to doin somethin violent but i'll stop myself in the nick of time before i regret. i realise somethin, im really selfish.. i dont let people touch my new guitar.. maybe its because of her name.. well, i gotta say somethin.. to those whom i bring up the my usual problems to, please change topic before i continue.. because i dont wanna go on and on about it over and over again.. my problems should be my problems alone.. i'll settle things alone from now on.
23:12
Thursday, January 10, 2008
current song: how could you - Marioim really bored, got fed up playin my guitar so yah now im bloggin.. i swear sometimes i really hate the night.. i always get so angry, frustrated, depressed or whtever durin the night time.. i cant explain it.. its like, i feel so darn empty, like somethin is missin.. maybe i just miss the old times, talkin over the phone with.. sighh.. well today was alright. i got to make a new friend, pravina. shes pretty, can see why joel likes her. you have my support bro!! yah.. pretty interestin things happened today. but im just kinda lazy to blog it all out..*at times like this, i think the only difference between me and the buried is that i can feel the pain..
23:32
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
current music: turn the page - Bobby Valentinosighh.. i have so much on my mind that ive been so darn distracted.. almost got hit by another car again. thank goodness i had friends around to pull me in before i get hit. well.. i dont know.. i really have a lot on my mind. there are so many paths to choose.. each path has its benefits, but i'll lose somethin for good if i choose any path.. i dont hate to lose.. but i hate regrets.. im afraid to make the wrong decisions.. i dont want to admit it but i know some things once lost will never return..*you dont have to turn the page, ive read the story.. it ends with you and me.. you dont have to walk away, the story will change.. baby please dont turn the page..
23:55
current music: that thing you do - the Wondersomg, im like freakin tired. was jammin at JT studios with the guys today. yah.. pretty slacked actually cause we were all pretty tired. so yah.. but it was fun, did a few nice songs. yep. oh yah, i forgot to mention.. we were jammin topless!! hahaha!! im so darn fat man.. gotta work it off. hahha. had to rush off early to meet the buddies cause it was ezras birthday. i swear, the food was great!! but i hated the seafood.. eee.. oh oh!! there was a dish called "lyonnaise" hahaha!! how cool is that!! well, the birthday dinner was fun. sighh.. looks like ezras gonna take revenge on my birthday. crap.. hahaa. the song "that thing you do" by the Wonders was playin on my psp today. it makes me feel happy yet somehow sad.. ergh, i hate bein so emotional..*that dream.. it may sound stupid but you hated me and wanted me dead..
00:54
Monday, January 07, 2008
current music: true colours - Oliviawent job huntin today!! tried at CK, River Island and Ben&Jerries. yepyep. gotta thank martien for accompanyin me though. we met up with ah hwee at subway at FarEast. silly fellow didnt tell me he didnt want subway, so we ended up goin to LJS next. yah.. we picked up nat and just walked around and chill. yah.. did some thinkin today too.. sighh.. oh well.. life will be better.. right?*hmm.. ben&jerries aye..? heh
23:05
current song: mindenki azt akarja - Animal Cannibalswell lemme tell you about saturday. i met up with her for coffee at starbuck. although i was still a lil angry, i must say i do miss her a lot and that i was glad she asked me out. we talked about so many things, but i had a lot on my mind. she could tell, so i brought it up again. my intention is not to ask for her to come back, although that was what i want.. but my main intention was to just let her understand how i feel, and i want to her to make me understand how she feels too. she doesnt want us to be together, maybe not now.. she wants to concentrate on her studies first. i know the possibility of a patch up is very low.. but i respect all that, really. sighh.. i wish i could be more helpful.. i really do.. i was suppose to meet a friend but plans changed and i met florence and shaun instead to watch AVP2. it was much better than the first. met up with martien, nat was with him. they seem so lovin.. sighh.. i slept over that martiens place. i feel slightly better after everythin but still i cant stop thinkin. what/who am i thinkin about? i think you know the answer pretty well, everyone does. sorry, im a tad bit emotional at the moment.. i just wish..*i told you how i felt and my intentions.. and i meant every word of it.. if i had another chance, one last one, to set things right.. sighh.. i guess i can only wish for it..
01:32
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
feelin: drainedcurrent song: santa monica - Theory of a DeadmanHAPPY NEW YEAR!!i cant believe its the year 2008 already. sighh.. looks like 2007 is gonna be another memory. it has been a year filled with so many memories, both good and bad. but i'll keep only the good ones close to me. i really hope 2008 will be a better year for me, as well as you too!! i never really had a new year resolution. i shall try make one now..1. i really hope to be a better person. if im gonna make any chages, its only gonna be for the better2. im gonna get rid of the bad addictions and habits i have3. im gonna work and study extra hard no matter what course i'll be in4. im gonna build up my guitar skills to the best i can5. i'll lose the fat around my bellytheres a sixth one.. but thats only for me know. actually if your nice enough i JUST MIGHT tell you what it is*i can only wish you all the best for 2008. and i really hope this year will be a lot better for you..
01:48
