.. What has become of me ..

About Lyon

filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars

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Wishes

A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

mood: negative mixed with positive

hey guys.. hmm thanks for talkin to me and tryin to comfort me and everythin. it means a lot, really.. but i guess its time i stop botherin all of you. ive been a burden, i know. especially to her friends whom ive been askin so many questions to. its really nice to know that even though you guys are her closest friends, yet all of you still tried to help me.. im so sorry for botherin you all. and to my dear friends who tried to comfort me.. you guys have been the best. its irrittatin when i dont listen to some of the advices you give me, i know that. hahha. well yah, thats just me.. but really most of you have been so patient with me.. thanks..

*and to you.. youve been the girl i love the most so far in my life, the one ive been with for the longest period of time and the only one who has given and showed me so much love.. the memories we had, i will never forget them. especially the times, we spent just the 2 of us alone and bein right next to you. my love, whatever choice you make, whatever things you do.. i'll still love you just the same, never changin. as much as i wish we could be together again, i just want you to be happy. there is somethin i wanna tell you, but not now, not here.. that, you'll hear it from me someday.. but there is one other thing i would want you to know, and that is that.. i miss you..

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