.. What has become of me ..

About Lyon

filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars

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Wishes

A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car

Sunday, October 14, 2007

baby why cant we just start all over again
get it back to the way it was
if you give me a chance i can love you right
but youre telling me it wont be enough
so baby i will wait for you
cause i dont know what else i can do
dont tell me i ran out of time
if it takes the rest of my life
baby i will wait for you
if you think i find it just aint true
i really need you in my life
no matter what i have to do
i’ll wait for you

*since that day, ive been wakin up in the middle of my sleep, tossin and turnin everynight.. because i couldnt get you off my mind.. i tried really hard to stop thinkin for now, but i just cant. everythin just seem so meaningless, so worthless. i feel so weak, not knowin what to do, cryin everynight.. dreamin of you, of you bein so close.. but wakin up to realise youre not there. gettin frustrated at every small mistake, frustrated with what ive done.. seein your photos, seein how beautiful and how happy you are.. it makes me happy just to see you smile, but at the same time.. it makes me sad to know that im unable to make you smile like that.. i really wish i could.. i would give anythin to just hold you again.. but i guess it'll only be a wish..

14:44