.. What has become of me .. <body>
About Lyon

filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars

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Wishes

A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car



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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

mood: tired, thinkin if i should


im so tired.. just got home from gym. looks like theres gonna be muscle aches tomorrow. hmm met at ezra in the mornin though. didnt go to school cause today was just a waste of time. yah.. we just slacked while waitin for florence cause she was joinin us. caryl came though. but she didnt gym, was studyin at toapayoh macs while we were gymin. poor florence didnt bring her shoes. thank goodness her maid brought it for her. or else it'll be such a waste of money. yah, met caryl at macs and slacked before headin home.. was thinkin on the bus..


*i failed.. i failed at everythin, as your boyfriend even as your friend.. true, its mainly because i just wont give up and let go.. but can you? i thought by keepin a distance from you yet a little closer, i can give you the space you need and yet show you that im still here.. but what happens? i gave you more pressure.. why do i keep doin the wrong things? even when i meant well.. do you really wanna let go of me? every person who knows tells me "its ok. you 2 will be together again". and they say "dont blame yourself, its not your fault" im sick of all that.. its not fine, and it is my fault!! i truely wanna believe that things will be fine.. but im losin hope.. i dont wanna give up, but im losin hope.. im imperfect, i make mistakes.. so let me ask you a question.. am i really such a bad boyfriend, a bad friend, a bad person?

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