.. What has become of me ..

About Lyon

filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars

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Wishes

A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

mood: disappointed, relieved to have such friends

just got home at like 11. so freakin tired. Amaths was a torture i tell u. DS kept screamin.. ergg.. thank goodness its over. went with jon hong to collect his ipod together with pohjing, jiaxuan, jon lim n xavior. yep. and we had lunch at Soul Garden. was so freakin full and i almost vomitted my food out listenin to pohjings jokes. hmm came home to a surprise. the damned electricity was cut off!! ergg.. no point stayin at home so i showered with COLD water and no lights. ergg.. and met the usual group at potong pasir macs. yep yep. and we actually hanged out til 10.45. hahaha. so mhmm.. im home..

*i know there has been a lot of tension between us ever since it happened.. i have been irritatin and not really been a friend.. i know.. well, ive been sayin things about givin you space but i really havent.. and i say goodbye but i didnt go.. honestly, i wonder why.. and i know.. but i wont say it, cause i know you have the answer. im disappointed how you replied my message last night.. i thought you would at least be glad to know that i still cared and remembered.. especially the date.. i actually stayed up to wait for the exact time.. well, how can i blame you. i never ever.. well now, i know im like the bad guy and everythin i do is wrong. i admit it.. i dont deny it.. but i wonder if im really your friend or not.. do you treat me as one?? maybe youre still angry.. i understand.. but givin me this kinda attitude when i try to be friendly and nice? that i dont understand.. whatever the case, we'll talk after your exams. do remember your promise and i hope you'll do well for your promos. honestly, i'll never forgive myself if anythin goes wrong..

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