.. What has become of me ..

Sunday, January 28, 2007

heyo!!

well, heres an update on ytd.. hmm sorry i havent been updatin much. been really lazy. hahaha. anyways, ytd wuz pretty alrite i guess. went over to tharens hse in e afternoon to slack first. meet him at e carpark coz he wuz helpin his dad wash their car. he passed me e volumizer to help hair growth. told him to put it in his bag twice, but when we were away from his hse already den he realise tt he didnt. grr.. idiot.. oh well.. meet up with sathish, nethra, cat and a few other ppl. oh yah!! i forgot to tell u!! before we meet up with e guys, i fell n almost died!! hahahha!! wuz bein an extra by climbin over e wet rails. n yah, slipped while i wuz about to jump off. did an almost 360flip n landed on my head n back.. hahahha. its a miracle i survive!! anyways, we went over to east coast coz there we wuz b'day party there. spent most of my time talkin to e guys. diki n mathan came over btw. hanged around til around 9?? yep.. den i went back with tharen n cat coz i needed to collect e volumizer thingy tt tharen forgot. grr.. hahaha. we called for a cab but we decided(last min) to take a bus in to marine parade to get a cab. hahaha. we cab we called for keep callin us man.. n tharen answered e call n keep makin it sound lyk e reception wuz bad. aiyoyo.. felt damn bad man.. hahahha. oh well..

*i miss my gal..

11:21

Sunday, January 21, 2007

hello..

well, heres e update on ytd. tch those idiots busted me!! we were suppose to go to Temasak Poly in e mornin. but they called me n told me theyre not goin anymore.. idiots.. thank gdness tharen n sathish wanna go. sathish n i met tharen at his hse first. den we left for tpy central to hav lunch. man.. e food at pasta mania in tpy sux!! e rice in e baked rice is hard.. shouldve complained man.. oh well.. we took a long bus trip to TP. we met diki there. oh yah, i bumped into an old err friend of mine when i wuz askin directions. use to play racin toy cars with him when we were young. hahahha. hmm.. e courses were pretty borin. nothin interestin really.. i think there were many ppl there coz of e hady mirza performance n jam&hop thingy at night. hmm saw e girlfriend there!! AHHH!! hahha. we didn talk much tho.. she wuz with her frienz.. so yah.. anyways, we left coz there were nothin. cant believe we were lyk playin on e swings nearby. hahha. damn funny. den we left for TM to take a bus to penin. aiyoyo!! i thot we were gonna miss e bus so i ran n tapped my card.. n u noe wat? it wuz e wrong bus!! aiyoyo!! embarrassin!! e fuckin ppl boardin e bus didnt wanna let me go off.. fuckin fools.. wouldve kicked em off if there wasnt a lady carryin a child.. anyways, we made sure we board e right bus next. hahha. we were lyk prankin ppl on e phone durin e long trip. it wuz freakin funny. ahhaha!! e missed e stop so we had to walk from e esplanade. n while walkin, guess who i bumped into.. nailah!! hahhaha. but she wasnt in a gd mood so yah, we left for penin. when we got there, there wuz a bunch of skinheads fightin.. stupid botaks.. hmm went to megatherion. saw mike(absence of the sacred) n darren(AOTS/ostygius) there. juz spent ur time there listenin to bands n stuff. pretty awesome. den we left for tharens hse to hav dinner. e mee goreng wuz damn nice!! hahha. headed home after tt.. man, wat a long day huh?

*i cant shake e feelin theres always somethin tryin to pull us apart.. maybe its juz my imagination.. but still.. sighh..

14:25

hello..

well, heres e update on ytd. tch those idiots busted me!! we were suppose to go to Temasak Poly in e mornin. but they called me n told me theyre not goin anymore.. idiots.. thank gdness tharen n sathish wanna go. sathish n i met tharen at his hse first. den we left for tpy central to hav lunch. man.. e food at pasta mania in tpy sux!! e rice in e baked rice is hard.. shouldve complained man.. oh well.. we took a long bus trip to TP. we met diki there. oh yah, i bumped into an old err friend of mine when i wuz askin directions. use to play racin toy cars with him when we were young. hahahha. hmm.. e courses were pretty borin. nothin interestin really.. i think there were many ppl there coz of e hady mirza performance n jam&hop thingy at night. hmm saw e girlfriend there!! AHHH!! hahha. we didn talk much tho.. she wuz with her frienz.. so yah.. anyways, we left coz there were nothin. cant believe we were lyk playin on e swings nearby. hahha. damn funny. den we left for TM to take a bus to penin. aiyoyo!! i thot we were gonna miss e bus so i ran n tapped my card.. n u noe wat? it wuz e wrong bus!! aiyoyo!! embarrassin!! e fuckin ppl boardin e bus didnt wanna let me go off.. fuckin fools.. wouldve kicked em off if there wasnt a lady carryin a child.. anyways, we made sure we board e right bus next. hahha. we were lyk prankin ppl on e phone durin e long trip. it wuz freakin funny. ahhaha!! e missed e stop so we had to walk from e esplanade. n while walkin, guess who i bumped into.. nailah!! hahhaha. but she wasnt in a gd mood so yah, we left for penin. when we got there, there wuz a bunch of skinheads fightin.. stupid botaks.. hmm went to megatherion. saw mike(absence of the sacred) n darren(AOTS/ostygius) there. juz spent ur time there listenin to bands n stuff. pretty awesome. den we left for tharens hse to hav dinner. e mee goreng wuz damn nice!! hahha. headed home after tt.. man, wat a long day huh?

*i cant help shake e feelin theres always somethin tryin to pull us apart.. maybe its juz my imagination.. but still.. sighh..

14:25

Friday, January 19, 2007

alo!!

went to ngee ann poly today. it wuz damn fun!! e place is huge man, i swear.. bumped into so many old frienz lyk tim chew n eeqah.. hahha. meet up with weiliang n e guys. man dennis wore an As I Lay Dying tshirt. looks too big for him tho. n mel is bein his emo-self as usual.. hahha. anyways, headed straight to e media campus first. wanted to check out e sound engineerin course. it wuz awesome!! they will teach u all e basic stuff in e first yr. den in e 2nd yr, they'll let u concentrate on ur interest. damn cool!! not only tt, its actually kinda easy to get in. juz need 19pts or below for my O'levels to get in. hahha. hmm.. didnt really see much after tt.. so yah, e bunch of us went to toa payoh to hav dinner. wanted to hav pasta mania but ended up eatin katong laksa. it wuz damn funny, we talked bout old times n funny things tt happened recently. hahahha. didnt hang around much tho.. i guess we were all tired.. so yep, im home now!! hahha

*im glad tt things r fine now..

19:49

Thursday, January 18, 2007

to YOU..

i really dunno wat to do now.. y does it hav to happen again n again..? im sick of it.. im sick of hurtin e person i love.. sick of hurtin u.. im really tryin.. tryin to be everythin u wanted.. but y does it seem tt its not enuf..? maybe im not gd enuf.. maybe.. but tt doesnt mean im givin up.. im never gonna.. no matter wat, im not lettin u go.. not for anythin in the world.. tts coz sweetheart, i love u..

19:12

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

hello..

looks lyk it juz rained a lil.. pity i couldnt play in it.. sighh.. oh well.. umm thanx guys(class dudes), for cheerin me up. u guys r awesome.. sorry tt i gav u guys e cold shoulder for e past 2days.. juz hav too much in my mind.. hmm.. well, sch sure didnt start off e way i wanted. got punished for not doin my Amaths hmwk. n yeh, desmond soh wuz irritatin me again.. juz ignore him tho.. so yep, he got tired of it n stopped. GO ME!! hahha.. e other lessons were aite i guess. not much trouble.. but seein tt chinese bitchs face juz pisses me off.. grr.. cant stand her.. hmm.. oh yah, went to town to hav soul garden with jia xuan n jon hong. we ate so much!! gonna blew up soon. n we stayed e longest there. almost 4hrs if im not wrong.. hahha. we were laughin n stuff.. well, they dont really noe wat goin on in my life.. but they were still tryin their best to cheer me up.. thanx guys. really really appreciate it..

*history is repeatin itself.. y does it always happen to me..? i guess i'll nvr be good enuf..

20:47

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

hey..

juz got back from a long day at sch.. sorry guys.. im pretty gloomy today.. so yah, dont mind me if make tis entry dull. hmm well, i got bastard by desmond soh today for skippin his class last wk.. oh well.. probably its a gd thing im gloomy today. he gav up irritatin me after tryin so hard.. hmm.. spoke to tharen bout some stuff. sighh.. kinda unbelievable tt such a thing happened.. maybe i really am a bad bf.. no matter how hard i try, somehow i juz cant be a gd one.. im sorry.. hmm ok, i guess i better stop here.. i dont wanna go on anymore..

*i need u to trust me..

14:35

Monday, January 15, 2007

ello..

man im so tired.. wuz jammin with e crazy gang juz now. it consists of sean, mathan, fauzie, nick, diki, sathish. hahha. freakin funny man.. i swear, we'll get kicked outta any place anywhere we go. hahahah!! n we were laughin lyk shit when we were eatin at macs. especially mathan n sathish. laugh lyk mad dogs. hahaha!! n they were actin retarded infront of e mrt cams. sometimes i feel so embarrassed with em man.. hahahha. anyways, sch wuz alrite i guess. chinese bitch didnt come!! WOO!! hope she'll be on mc on wed too. aahahah. oops, desmond soh caught me while i wuz goin to e water-cooler. he asked me y i skipped his class. damn, im so gonna get it tmr.. oh well.. hahaha.

*how i wish i could see u now..

18:06

Sunday, January 14, 2007

WOO!!

wuz at a gig juz now. pretty awesome i muz say. but some bands r juz crap!! especially e punk-rock ones.. *puke* anyways, e only reason i went there is to support tharen n dom. their band, En'Strung wuz performin. pretty poor response but oh well.. i mean, e singer cant rmb his lyrics n had to save em in e handphone n use it on stage. n e bass is juz too overpowerin!! moshed a lil while listen to e other bands.. didnt really feel lyk moshin today.. oh yah!! there wuz tis band who played Helloween songs. i got totally fucked!! e guitarists skills wuz ass-blowin!! fuckin amazin finger work.. man.. oh yah!! hahaha!! i wuz havin dinner with e guys at ljs juz now n there wuz tis mat who wanted to fight with me. hahha!! its damn funny!! ok fine, maybe we laughed a lil too loud but man.. if ur gf shouted at us, juz admit it. dont come to me n start askin me if i hav a prob with u. seriously man, ive got better things to do than to fight with useless ppl lyk u loser. oh yah, n u dont need to tell me which gang ur from. i didnt even ask!! hahaha!!

21:56

hello..

woohoo!! im lyk fuckin happy now. the girlfriend is back from aussie!! hahaha. man, i missed her so much!! hmm anyways, today wuz pretty awesome. went over to tharens place in e mornin to use his internet coz i cant seem to use my on bitcomet. but u noe wat? e internet there wuz fucked. couldnt even connect!! went to hav lunch at fork&spoon n saw so many minah-sluts around. they may be hot but argh disgustin.. hmm went to watch tharens other band prac for their gig for e next day. man.. they r so not prepared. gav their singer some tips to sound better, n now he sounds so much better. im sucha gd teacher.. hahah!! oh i bumped into agilan there. didnt noe he had a band too.. hmm.. we were suppose to go to bugis to hav lunch after jammin but all e fast food restaurants r full. so we walked to penin. i finally bought e Old Man's Child cd from megatherion!! its fuckin melodic n evil. fuckin awesome!! n tharen got his Emperor tshirt. had lunch at funan den headed down to memorial to meet sathishs frienz. hahha. funny ppl. went back to megatherion again(dont ask me y..). spoke to e Impethy lead singer there. i still dont believe its him!! e vocals n everythin.. NO WAY!! hahha. but e fact is.. yah, its him. juz hanged around for awhile n headed home. pretty awesome day.. well, it would be if some hadnt fuck it up e last min.. oh well..

00:01

Thursday, January 11, 2007

ello..

man.. im actually so bored tt im bloggin.. hahhaa. sighh.. it has been rainin e whole day man.. it wuz gd at first coz we didnt hav to run our 2.4km bcoz of it.. but it sux when ur tryin to go out while its pourin.. oh well.. today wuz err ok i guess.. sch wuz fine.. skipped maths class tho. think im gonna get into trouble. hahha oh well.. had lunch with a huge group at toa payoh with my classmates n their frienz. had laksa!! mmm.. hahahha. oh u noe, i wuz with hansel n jon hong n we were goin out for dinner.. e floor wuz so wet i slipped n fall on e right side of my ass n had me head a lil. we were laughin lyk shit when i fell. HAHAHHA!! it wuz damn funny n embarrassin man.. hahhaha..

sighh.. i miss her so much.. cant wait to see her again next wk!! seriously, im goin mad!! n i might get worst if i dont see her soon!! hahahha. okok, shall stop here den. cheers!!

21:55

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

I MISS MY BABYGAL!!

21:53