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About Lyon

filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars

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Wishes

A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car



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Thursday, December 21, 2006

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i cant shake it off, i juz cant push it aside.. somehow, it juz keeps comin back to me again n again.. y..? im so sick of tryin so hard.. but endin up failin again.. im really sick of it.. y cant i juz be lyk any other guys?? who r nice.. who noes wat to do.. i really wanna giv up, i dont wanna continue to do tis.. to hurt u.. i dont understand.. y does tis happen to me? can one mistake cause a downfall lyk tis?? oh wait, tts right.. u tried to warn me before, but i juz didnt see it.. how blind of me.. u noe, i had a feelin from e start tt i wont make a gd bf.. tt u might be wrong bout me.. tt im not tt nice, sweet guy u noe.. i tried to tell u from e start, but i juz cant.. coz i dont wanna lose somethin so precious to me.. somethin tt i love so much from e start.. so much tt i would sacrifice anythin to keep it by my side.. yes, u noe wat it is.. darlin, tt very somethin is you.. hard to believe? i understand.. but its true, from my heart.. sweetheart, no matter how long it takes, no matter how hard it gets.. im now determined, i will not giv up.. i cant.. tts coz, i love you..

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