.. What has become of me .. <body>
About Lyon

filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars

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Wishes

A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car



My History

February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
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November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
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March 2007
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June 2009

Thursday, December 21, 2006

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i cant shake it off, i juz cant push it aside.. somehow, it juz keeps comin back to me again n again.. y..? im so sick of tryin so hard.. but endin up failin again.. im really sick of it.. y cant i juz be lyk any other guys?? who r nice.. who noes wat to do.. i really wanna giv up, i dont wanna continue to do tis.. to hurt u.. i dont understand.. y does tis happen to me? can one mistake cause a downfall lyk tis?? oh wait, tts right.. u tried to warn me before, but i juz didnt see it.. how blind of me.. u noe, i had a feelin from e start tt i wont make a gd bf.. tt u might be wrong bout me.. tt im not tt nice, sweet guy u noe.. i tried to tell u from e start, but i juz cant.. coz i dont wanna lose somethin so precious to me.. somethin tt i love so much from e start.. so much tt i would sacrifice anythin to keep it by my side.. yes, u noe wat it is.. darlin, tt very somethin is you.. hard to believe? i understand.. but its true, from my heart.. sweetheart, no matter how long it takes, no matter how hard it gets.. im now determined, i will not giv up.. i cant.. tts coz, i love you..

21:45

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

fuck

ok, tell me how pathetic one can get?? sighh.. it looks lyk tis blog is gonna be my depression bin.. hav been writin nothin but depression stuff lately n yah, u guess it right.. its about my relationship again.. sighh.. dont u find it weird? im ALWAYS e one who spoils e day, who fucks things up.. no matter how hard i try to change tt, no matter wat i do.. it'll juz happen anyways.. its lyk im made to disappoint my gfs.. giv em happiness den disappoint em.. wow, im such a "perfect" bf.. wat a fuckin asshole i am.. sighh.. i juz dont understand y i do tis.. y i ALWAYS do.. i really dont wanna hurt her anymore.. i juz cant take it already.. maybe i should juz be alone.. alone where i wont be able to hurt anyone except for myself..

22:29

Thursday, December 07, 2006

ELLO!!

man.. i havent updated tis blog for such a fuckin long time!! hahaha. oh well.. ive been ABIT lazy.. ABIT only.. hahahha. wuz bein sarcastic there.. so anyways, im in kuwait now. been here for about err 10 days already i think. yah.. u noe wat? i actually miss sg. but probably its bcoz my band n frienz r back there. oh n of coz, my sweetheart is in sg impatiently waitin for me. hhahaha. i miss her so much!! hmm.. well, theres really nothin much to do here tho.. juz watch tv, dvds, play my ps2, goin online, pig-out(both indoors n outdoors) n slp. hahahha. ooo wanna noe wat i got for my x'mas prezzie?? i got a HP laptop!! WOO!! its damn nice la.. n its perfect for multi-media purposes. so yah, i'll be usin it to play games, listen to songs, watch dvds/vids n one more special thing. im gonna use it to record e bands songs. we'll be recordin n producin our demo cds on our own. nice eh? hahahha. okok, juz i'll stop here for now. gettin lazy again. hehe. cya!!


**i miss u baby!! take care of urself k?? really worried bout u.. lookin forward to hearin ur voice on sunday. get well soon. love ya baby**

02:42