.. What has become of me .. <body>
About Lyon

filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars

Talk To Me



Wishes

A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car



My History

February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
May 2009
June 2009

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

ELLO..


omg, my legs r gonna fall apart.. im so tired.. hahha. hmm well, sch wasnt tt bad today. ppl were makin fun of my hair tho.. damn u guys!! its not as i tho i wanted to cut it!! blame e fuckin OM for cuttin of e back of my hair!! FUCK U OM, YOU TOO MUTHU!! ok, gotta chill.. chill.. hahha. yah, back to my old style since i hav a slope now.. lessons were umm slacked?? lam went crazy at us n flip e table tho.. actually, it wuz hansels fault. hahha. PE wuz alrite, chinese wuz alrite.. didnt attend Emath n physics. skipped e lessons n got outta sch to meet her early. but hey i mean, parames is hopeless n yeo didnt come, so yah.. heh. met her n we went to parkway. bumped into arini at e bus stop tho, she wuz givin us e 'naughty.. naughty..' look.. hahha. nonsense.. we lunched n walked around abit. hahha. u noe wat?? she wuz teachin me how to read malay at MPH, i wuz standin kinda close n had my arms around her when some foreigner came to ask us to umm behave ourselves coz she thinks its not gd for her kid to see us lyk tt. it wuz damn embarrassin!! hahha. but wat e hell..?? we werent e only couple lyk tt there. besides, we werent doin anythin obscene!! madness.. hmm.. we took our time to send her home, kinda wanted to avoid bumpin into her sis. but i bumped into my cousin near her place tho. weird.. wat e hell wuz he doin there..??



**happy anniversary baby!! i missed u so much!! think i woulve gone crazy if we didnt meet today. hahha. hmm.. thanx for e letter. aww its so sweet. hahha. sorry i didnt get u anythin.. feel so bad.. hmm.. alrite den. will cya again. love ya baby!!

19:07

Sunday, July 23, 2006

HEY THERE..


heres e update for ytd.. met up with sathish to watch ganesh(sats bro) perform with his band at IJs. they were fuckin awesome!! they played emocore stuff from Underoath n Silverstein which juz fits e mood coz i wuz feelin kinda emo. gotta noe e band mates, theyre pretty cool ppl. oh u noe wat?? there ppl there who r lyk high on drugs or somethin n one of em actually recognised us a VitalFury. whooh.. we havent played there for mths n they still rmb us. awesome!! hahha. den sathish n i headed off to cityhall to hav lunch n walk around penin. got a new Slayer tshirt, awesome stuff!! we den rushed off to St Pats coz theres another gig there. man, e ppl there r mad. they moshed lyk theres no tmr, even e innocent lookin gals were moshin. madness!! e 2nd last band wuz awesome, they played deathmetal stuff. everyone went seriously mad. n guess whos e last band? RONIN!! but fuck, e teachers cut em off halfway thru their first song. wat e fuck??! tt seriously pissed Ronin off n everyone else.. juz bcoz they had e word 'fuck' in e lyrics.. idiotic la.. hahha. everyone were screamin 'fuck you' to e teachers. fuckin funny. hahha.



**i guess i expect too much..

12:34

Friday, July 21, 2006

HEYO..


today has been alrite. schs kinda slacked n stuff.. got back my chinese paper, it wuz shit.. eng wuz well, as crappy as ever.. recess wuz damn irritatin, e guys were makin fun of she n i. grr.. assholes.. mr yeo actually let us play bball durin CME today. hahha. n i found out tt he listens to Jimi Hendrix!! awesome shit!! chapel wuz umm kinda weird.. e pastor wuz talkin bout pre-marital sex n yah, e guys started makin fun of me again.. irritatin!! hahahha.

we met today.. wuz waitin at e station for her n someone happened to be around. she wuz umm freaky, as in umm extra nice n stuff?? umm yah.. weird.. anyways, she n i headed to plaza sing. we watched Superman Returns. e movie wuz damn long n draggy.. shouldve watched Nacho Libre man.. now tts some funny shit.. hahhaha. u noe wat? i miss her already.. heh.

21:07

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

small, simple, safe price
rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
this is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
and i am not afraid to die..
im not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight
i want the pain of payment
whats left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
would you be my little cut?
would you be my thousand fucks?
and make mark leavin space for the guilt to be liquid
to fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
my sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
im cuttin tryin to picture your black broken heart
love is not like anythin
especially a fuckin knife


**im sorry.. im really sorry..

21:10

Sunday, July 16, 2006

HEY!!


[ytd.]
HAPPY SWEET 16 BABY!! hahha. we went to cineleisure today to catch Pirates of the Carribean: Deadmans Chest today. e show wuz lyk damn long but it wuz awesome. love e story line. saw e ads of upcomin movies for next yr. im so gonna watch Ghost Raider n Spiderman3. they look fuckin awesome. anyways, there were mats sittin beside n behind us. fuckin irritatin, they cant sit down properly, shuddup n watch e movie. make so much fuckin noise. noe wat? e movie wuz too long for her, her butt started to ache halfway thru e show. hahha. it wuz damn funny. hmm.. we rushed to cityhall to meet her frienz coz all of us were gonna go for baybeats. only jj came, e rest were "late" n not pickin up e calls. they were actually waitin at swensens, it wuz a b'day surprise thing for her. hahha. it wuz well planned. she wuz really happy after seein all e presents n stuff. we did alot of funny things. actually, they dared only she n i.. embarrassin!! hahahh. walked over to esplanade to see e performances at baybeats. it wuz really crowded. we were suppose to watch e performances but we ended up takin pics somewhere else. sent her home after tt. nvr seen her so happy b4, it really makes me happy to see her smile..



[today.]
METALGODZ!! AHHH!! hahha. yah, we had our performance today. went to penin to jam n warm up a lil first. oh u noe wat? juz when we were walkin to Gas Haus(gig venue), tharen juz rmbed he left his gf at cityhall mrt. wat a nice bf he is.. hahha. waited for cat(tharens gf), man she took long!! we walked over to Gas Haus.. e place wuz empty when we were there so we had a soundcheck first. while we were soundcheckin, a group of ppl came in. they kept givin as a weird look. irritatin man.. oh guess wat!! we're lyk e youngest band to play there. how awesome is tt??! hahha. anyways, we were e first band up to play at 4.30 but e thing got delayed til 5 i think.. we play 2 covers 'disposable teens' n 'phobia'.. n 2 originals 'house of mirrors' n 'blindman'. e crowd wuz very unsupportive la.. fuckers.. they could at least cheer abit.. ppl these days r so damn proud. anyways, there wuz tis band tt covered Slayer n they were awesome!! we left early coz tmrs a sch day. hanged around with sathish in tpy for a lil while. tt asshole stole condoms from "supplier" again.. idiot.. hahha.

21:37

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

AHH!!


god, its lyk freezin cold here man.. hmm.. todays been pretty slacked. e day started off really cold coz it wuz rainin n i almost missed my bus. luckily hafiz came behind me to tell me e bus is here, whew.. hmm.. mrs charles gav a talk to e 4N classes bout e upcomin prelims n some survey bout e students think of e sch.. n we actually hav to do e survey.. dumb? i noe.. n u noe wat? she ask me if i need pink hairbands from her coz she thinks i need to tie my hair.. n it wuz in front of e 4N classes.. wat the fuck.. its fuckin embarrassin!! anyways, didnt hav much lessons today, wuz suppose to swim for PE, but i didnt bring trunks.. whew.. i dont wanna wear trunks!! its so umm disgustin.. met her after sch n we went to hav KFC at marina square den to e esplanade coz she wanna finish her hmwk.. kinda bored but oh well, its gd enuf to hav her company. we ended talkin bout e probs i had last yr.. no idea how we got there, but yah.. had tons to talk bout.. rmbed e old times, gd n bad.. .. .. ok, those r e past..


**darlin, sorry i irritated u today.. hope ur not upset bout me leavin u behind in marina square.. n hahha, sorry i tricked u to pennin today. it wuz funny tho.. hahha. i'll tell u next time if im goin again ok? tho i doubt u'll follow.. oh well.. n umm dont worry bout wat i said in e prev post k?

21:45

Monday, July 10, 2006

HEY..


cant believe im doin tis outta bordom.. hmm.. well, sch wuz alrite i guess. kinda borin tho. less than half e class came, e rest were at home slpin coz they were watchin e W.C. finals. it wuz damn cold in e mornin. wuz freezin my ass off.. hmm.. wuz suppose to meet li ting to buy a surprise present. ahem.. heh. but she wasnt free, so we're meetin tmr instead.. so i headed straight for home.. AHHH.. im bored!!




u wanna fight me? bring it on!! stop tellin ppl ur gonna beat me up n not do anythin bout it!! n stop spreadin fuckin rumours bout me. dont be a fuckin pussy n run lyk a fuckin chicken, fuckin backstabber..

16:40

Saturday, July 08, 2006

HEY


heres an update for ytd.. WOO.. wuz released from sch early coz e teachers hav some fest or somethin somwhere. had an english prelim oral exam durin english class.. it wuz easy but i dont think i'll score while for e convo part. e teacher went out of fuckin point!! grr.. but e rest of e day wuz damn slack, tts gd!! hahha. rushed home to change n get my guitar coz e guys will be jammin. btw, we got a temporary replacement drummer, syazwan. hes pretty awesome, funny dude n almost as gd on e drums as tim. fuckin tharenii wuz full of shit, i swear didnt check out tt american chick in mini skirt ok?!?! asshole.. hahha. sathish, syaz n i slacked a lil around cityhall while waitin for her. oh yah, e guys n i saw e sg idols finalises at e esplanade. somehow, i dont seem to lyk tt twohill guy. dont ask me y.. we walked around abit at den she n i left to hav dinner. well she didnt eat anythin, only i did. we had no idea how to get to victoria concert hall for my sch bands concert n we're late n i had surelis ticket n theyre gonna close e gate if we're late!! hahha. so many 'n's.. hmm.. manage to find our way there on time, thank god.. but sureli got angry. sorry!! e concert wuz gd, kinda nice to listen to somethin else once in awhile. we got outta e place b4 anyone saw us.. whew.. hahha. shes afraid of my principel juz coz she noes who i am. damn funny.. hahha. we walked along e river thingy at clark quay, it wuz damn nice.. love tt place at nite.. pity she couldnt stay for long.. sighh..



so close.. yet i juz cant seem to reach it.. maybe its not time yet..

18:07

Monday, July 03, 2006

OKI DOKE


think im juz gonna do a short one. sheesh, havin updated for awhile aye? crap, im startin to type lyk an aussie n its ness fault. hahha. jks. well.. quite abit happened these few days. had my chinese Os oral already. it wuz crap man.. screwed up bad, REAL BAD.. hmm.. been slackin durin e wkend. suppose to jam on sat, but we couldnt contact tim. dunno wats with him these days, haven been replyin us. e band is puttin him out for e time bein, will ask him back in after his exams. hopefully he'll start concentratin on e band again. crap!! we bumped into her sis on fri!! AHH!! hahha.


met flo to study abit today. couldnt study much tho.. so we left early, she went to town n i went to e esplanade to meet darlin princess. shit..juz realise i actually spent 1 n 1/2 hr waitin for her to finish her work!! hahha. but its alrite.. we wanted to watch Superman Returns coz we heard tt it wuz gd, but e time slots were shit. so we decided to juz eat. we had dinner at pizzahut!! hahha. funny, e crew workin there recognised us n its only our 2nd time there. weird.. i noe!! only e guys recognise her!! hahhah. went to Times coz she wanna get a bk. she has weird tastes with bks, not exactlty a bad thing tho.. hahha. she wuz damn scared tt we'll bump into my mom coz she works in cityhall. hahha. funny.. wuz afraid of bumpin into her dad so ya, didnt sent her far today.. u noe wat?? im startin to want to see her more n more these days.. is tt lyk good or bad..?


kkz, i think i better go now. got sch tmr. dammit..!!

23:04