.. What has become of me ..

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

HEY THERE..

everyone wuz in a slpy mood in sch today. almost half e class were knocked out for e whole day!! especially for social studies n chinese. man.. hahha. wuz slackin with some of e guys in e lib durin PE coz i didnt hav my attire. heh. damn funny la.. we were talkin bout a whole lot of bullshit. oh ya, u noe wat? fuckin juniors got no fuckin respect at all. if i see em givin me attitude outside, i'll fuckin trash em. assholes.. irritatin bastards.. anyways, juz found out im havin my chinese O oral tmr juz today!! AHH!! im gonna die!! hmm.. well, i met up with her today. we went to hav lunch at e KFC in marina square. went over to e esplanade rooftop to sit down for awhile. it wuz hot but kinda nice tho. wuz lettin her listen to e songs in my mp3. she wuz disgusted with all e screamin n stuff. hahahha. had a lil chat while i sent her home. its been pretty awesome. oki doke, id better go start learnin e songs we're jammin tmr!! cya!!

20:53

Monday, June 26, 2006

YELLO..

first day of sch after e hols.. darn it, i gotta get use to wakin up early again. wuz almost late for sch.. oh well.. sch wuz pretty ok i guess. i managed to escape e hair check!! HAHHA!! whew.. hmm.. got our new time-table n guess wat, 3 fuckin periods of Amath first thing in e mornin on monday. wat the hell.. im so gonna die.. sighh.. e rest of e days r pretty alrite i guess.. hmm.. jked around with my frienz today. oh u noe wat?? zhongwei lost his temper durin recess n almost beat up a sec2 kid. he gav e SAJC gals behind him a shock. damn funny la!! hahha. oh ya, someone said my attitude is better now.. wuz my attitude tt bad?? hmm.. anyways, i wuz damn tired in sch.. fell aslp durin our break time in chem class. idiots!! my frienz woke me up by shoutin "lyon!! dont drool la!!" grr.. i didnt drool ok??!! hahha. headed back home straight today, surprisingly!!

hey baby, HAPPY 4th MONTH ANNIVERSARY!! heh. love ya

16:00

Saturday, June 24, 2006

HEY..

juz got home n im damn tired.. spent e whole day out n i didnt get much slp last nite, wuz on e phone with e old late-nite frienz. hahha. man.. its been a long time since we had a conversation on e phone. we spoke til 5am!! hahha. btw, happy birthday wati!! sorry i dont hav a present for ya, but hey.. gettin tim to call is already a nice present!! hahha

anyways, i went to meet her at ljs at bugis today. 2 of her frienz were there n so were their bfs. we went to walk around bugis for a lil while to waste time. they were suppose to be doin some donation thingy but obviously lazy to do it. so instead they used their own coins. hahha. damn funny. e gals were takin neoprints while e guys stood outside waitin for em. man.. they took ages!! but us guys started to chat. both of em r damn funny. all of us did damn stupid stuff la.. retarded-ness(new word) hahha. but she n i had to leave for chinatown coz she had to return e donation tin. headed to marina square to watch Just My Luck n guess who i bumped into there?? martiens parents. hahha. they were damn funny. started tellin her tt im their adopted son. but seriously, they really treat me lyk im part of e family. theyre so nice.. anyways, e movie wuz quite nice. kinda weird tho.. hmm.. had a nice walk while sendin her home.. n u noe wat? im missin her already..

oh ya.. one of her frienz told me somethin bout her. HAHHA. its damn funny. kinda embarrassin for me too tho. hahha.

20:30

Monday, June 19, 2006

ELLO..

wuz jammin with e mates juz now. idiotic la.. tim most probably wont be able to perform for e upcomin gig. shit.. so we gotta ask sathish to play drums instead, meanin i gotta take over e guitar.. im so gonna die. don forget, i still gotta sing. it'll be embarrassin if i screw up la.. went to toa payoh to hav lunch with tharen n sathish. theyre so full of crap. they were talkin bout shit in e bus, freakin funny. hahha. n there wuz an old faggoty fogy complainin sayin tt we're damn noisy in chinese when we were goin off. dumb old fogy wuz grumblin bout some other stuff when we were talkin. as if hes not noisy. ass.. anyways, had lunch at fork&spoon. e service wuz damn bad la.. took damn long to cook my food. e 2 of em were about to finish when i got my food. grr.. oh well.. sighh.. kinda nervous bout e gig. hope i wont screw up..

18:05

Saturday, June 17, 2006

the Crimson - Atreyu

i feel it wellin up inside and Robert Smith lied
boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes
im an Anne Rice novel come to life
i cant hide the monster anymore
one can only feel desolate for so long
until one starts to change
into somethin the mirror doesnt recognize
i metamorphasize
the darkness has been bidin its time
to claim its latest victim
fresh meat for carnal desires
to become what i became
i viewed the sun for the last time

will you still hold me when you see what i have done?
will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victims blood?
so crimson and red, i feel it flowin from your lips
crimson and red..

my heart is dead and so are you
and it pulses through, the desire to change
deconstruct all of my, all of my past failings
but where to begin because when you live in sin
its hard to look at saints without them
reflecting your jet black auras back on you
and all i have is hope, my inner burns not fadin
i'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day

and all i have is hope, and all i need is time
to bury in pine under six feet of time
the lies i told me about myself
claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails
i wont lose hope, i wont give in
just live and breathe, try not to die again..

my heart is dead.. and so are you..

12:35

Friday, June 16, 2006

HI..

feelin kinda moody now, so ya.. sorry if i say anythin.. weird.. wonder y ive been havin such sudden bad moods.. anyways, went out to waste time today. didnt go to chem class, didnt feel lyk it.. met up with hisyam at potong pasir first, he wanted to borrow money again.. to top-up his EZlink card, hope he isnt usin to for somethin else.. went to meet sathish at toa payoh before headin to newton to meet one of our gig organiser.. he look lyk some ah beng.. hah.. oh well.. we gotta sell 35 tix, but only 16yrs n above r allowed in.. fuckin bullshit la.. so now we gotta come up with some fuckin excuse to back out.. ok, put tt aside for now.. umm we went over to cityhall, had to get some eyeliner n nail polish. didnt noe e shop i usually go to has it. got both of em at e original price of e eyeliner, guess its always gd to be a regular.. had lunch at ljs again.. decided to head over to town coz she wuz there, thot i could meet her at e same time.. but oh well, she wanna go for her friends b'day party. oh btw, happy birthday fatma. hmm.. walked around a lil with sathish den we decided to head back home since theres nothin to do..

gonna go record tmr.. but guess we gotta postpone AGAIN.. fuck.. n tis fuckin connection is fuckin up!! n im havin problems updatin coz of it. grr.. FUCKIN PIECE OF JUNK!! y does everythin screw up when im in a bad mood??!? FUCK YOU!!

19:46

Thursday, June 15, 2006

MORNIN..

juz woke up. had a weird dream man.. freaky.. i can only recall bits n pieces of it tho. anyways, ytd wuz great. met up with her at somerset n again she wuz late. its ok, i understand guys always hav to wait for their gfs. hahha. followed her to get e bag she wanted, e bag wuz pretty nice tho.. went over to HMV n she saw some ad for tis teddy fella n went crazy.. ...rite.. oh well.. walked around in there a lil bit, i checked out e posters. there wuz a poster of slipknot!! but fuck, it wuz sold out.. ass.. man tough luck.. hmm.. went to cineleisure to hav lunch. oh ya, she n i played daytona(or somethin lyk tt). HAH!! i won!! kkz, e rules were we'll watch the Omen if i win n if she wins, we'll watch Cars. hahha. but she wuz gd tho, for a gal. ya, watched the Omen. she wuz freakin scared. aww.. tts so cute.. JKS!! hahahha. e movie sucked, only a few shockin scenes, nothin much.. oh ya!! but there wuz an extra free show!! ahem.. hahha. there wuz a couple makin out rite in front of us. YES, while watchin a HORROR movie. weird, everytime when we watch a movie n if theres a couple infront of us, they'll surely be makin out.. anwyays, e walked around abit b4 i send her home. n as usual, she wuz scarin me tt i might bump into her dad.. grr.. fine la, next time i wont send u home ok?? hahha.

11:44

Saturday, June 10, 2006

ELLO..

well.. i hav spoken to her in 3days. nono, we're not havin any problems. we haven been talkin coz shes in KL!! *sniff sniff* nvm, she'll be back on mon night!! WOO!! hahha. anyways, todays has been pretty borin. e guys were suppose to come over to compose some songs but ended up not comin. idiots.. how on earth r we gonna record on tues? man.. anyways, uncle n aunt came over with their noisy kids. fuckin irritatin!! especially e older one. kept talkin non-stop. grr.. i hate tis kinda ppl.. anyways, wuz online n listenin to my songs so i didnt really hear em make noise.. wuz talkin to martiens gf online. theyre sorta havin some problem, but i guess she doesnt want ppl to noe so she said tt things r fine between e both of em. juz told her to treasure him. hey, hes my best buddy man.. gotta giv him a helpin hand when he needs one. hmm.. met up with sathish n tharen at toa payoh coz we planned to go to e gym. had a work out n now i cant even feel my arms!! hahha. went to cold storage n ya, tt idiotic tharen sold things AGAIN.. he better stop man.. hes gonna get himself into trouble someday. went to eat at ljs den we went home. im fuckin tired.. oh ya!! theres a new song we're gonna pick up, its called "you give love a bad name" originally by BonJovi but covered by Atreyu. its awesome stuff. so ya, watch out for it ;)

**i miss you baby..

21:25

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

HEY..

today has been great!! met up with her coz she'll be leavin for KL tmr.. n she'll be away for about 5days.. so ya.. well, wanted to watch either the Omen or the Nun.. but she wanted to watch Shes the Man. oh well.. guess i hav no choice den.. e show wuz pretty funny tho. e ppl in e cinema were laughin damn loud. madness.. hahha. hmm.. walked around abit. went to get my tshirts. seriously, my tshirts r disappearin one by one.. weird.. went over to taka to sit at e fountain to rest. u noe wat?? she wuz buggin me e whole to take off my sweater . y?? coz i wore my tight Trivium tshirt. bet she juz wanna laugh at me. tch.. hahha. oh ya, thank god i didn bump into her sis today!! whew.. she arh.. kept tellin me tt her sis will be goin out e same time when im sendin her home.. im not ready yet. besides, im sure ur family will get to see me at e end of e yr, rite baby?? heh. oh well..

**hmm.. well, u'll be leavin early tmr.. tho u'll be away for juz a few days, im really gonna miss ya.. i think im gonna die.. AARRGGHH!! hahhaha. oh well.. cant wait for u to come back. n take care of urself k?? i noe i noe, im naggy. heh. but hey, i care for u ok?? hahha. love u baby =]

21:56