.. What has become of me .. <body>
About Lyon

filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars

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Wishes

A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car



My History

February 2006
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

UMM..


strange.. it feels lyk it has been a really long day.. spend e whole day holdin my phone.. hope that you'll msg me.. but you didnt.. i dont blame you for doin tt.. i blame myself.. ive been thinkin bout it the whole day.. thinkin.. but weird, i ended up thinkin bout nothin.. i couldnt think of anythin but you.. you asked me if i felt guilty.. yes, i did.. but i didnt noe how to explain things to you, i didnt noe how to tell you.. i didnt get much slp last nite.. i couldnt stop thinkin bout you.. ha.. dunno if you'll believe me tho.. i thot i could fix things juz by apologisin.. but i wuz wrong.. sayin sorry doesn work all the time, at least not tis time.. i really wanna make it up to you.. but i juz dunno how.. youre keepin quiet n ignorin me, n its killin me.. i really cant stand it.. its hurts to see you sad.. it hurts even more to noe tt i made you cry.. i really dunno wat to do..


actually, i knew somethin lyk tis would happen.. tts e reason y i said i dont deserve you, im afraid tt i'll hurt you.. n tis proves it.. ive already hurt e one b4, n i juz hurt you.. y do i keep fuckin up ppls lives, ppl i love..??! sighh.. lyk i said last nite, i'll call you in 3 days.. tt means the nite after tmr.. hope you'll ans me.. i really miss you..


**pls take care of urself.. im worried for u.. hav lots of rest ok..?

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