.. What has become of me .. <body>
About Lyon

filled with nonsense
gullible
very lazy as hell
loves to eat but always lazy to
loves music and my guitars

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Wishes

A new Dean guitar
My own house
A car



My History

February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
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December 2006
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

HEY THERE..


today wuz awesome!! went out with my darlin princess.. we met at dhoby ghaut. had lunch at KFC.. didnt wanna eat coz i really didnt hav e appetite to but oh well.. if i don, she'll nag. hahha. went over to some place to play pool. haven played in awhile.. tried teach her e basic stuff, but she didnt understand. haiyo.. she wuz damn funny. hahha. walked around at plaza sing for a lil while. visited my grandma there. hahha. n grandma did somethin funny to her. damn funny, kinda sick tho. idiot la.. had a headache after laughin. hahhahha. nonsensical rite?? hahha. i noe.. hmm.. went over to east cost beach, juz to sit down n feel e breeze.. n guess wat?? we bumped into weiliang on bus31. hahahha. damn funny, he n i were talkin bout her but she couldnt hear coz she wuz listenin to her mp3. anti-social.. hahahha. jksjks!! hmm.. e beach wasnt tt nice today.. dumb banglas n mosquitoes disturbed us.. idiotic la.. i got bitten by e mosquitoes more than 7 bloody times all over my hands!! grr.. anyways, we talked abit n ya.. wanted to send her home but she wouldnt let me.. :(


**hey baby, u look great today!! sorry i couldnt send u home coz of e darn fever.. oh well.. sighh.. im missin u already.. love ya..

21:35

Monday, May 29, 2006

HELLO..


chinese O'levels paper is done!! WOO!! hahha. juz finished it today.. easier than i expected, but still i think i might fail.. darn it.. i hate chinese. its a pain in e fuckin ass.. things got worse when i caught a bad cold tis mornin. its weird tho.. woke up at 3.30am feelin alrite, went back to slp n got up at 4.30am feelin cold n my whole body wuz fuckin achin.. juz "great".. grr.. oh well.. wuz feelin cold e whole day n my body hurt lyk hell.. a cold is NOT nice.. sighh.. hope i get better tmr tho. gonna jam with e dudes.. actually, i might not be able to. darn interact club hav to organise an orientation day tmr.. i don feel lyk goin.. i don even noe wats gonna happen.. teachers didnt tell me shit.. fuck the president position, i wanna fuckin quit!! sorry.. kinda in a bad mood coz of e bodyache.. sighh.. tis sux..


**as time passes me by, i miss you more and more..

19:06

Saturday, May 27, 2006

HEY..


it has been a pretty gloomy day.. a call from my grandmoms friend woke me. idiotic.. told her tt my grandmom is not around n she kept sayin "huh?". fuckin irritatin la.. anyways, wuz on e com since mornin. u cant blame me, ive got nothin to do!! besides, im still kinda sick. still havin a darn flu n cough. oh well..


hmm.. its another 2 more days to e chinese Os paper.. damn lazy to take it la.. darn it, i shouldve taken CLB.. fuckin hell lot easier.. guess its too late to turn around now. gonna try get at least a C6/5. wish me luck.. gonna go slack for e rest of e day.. don feel lyk doin anythin.. not really in a gd mood today.. weird.. oh well..

16:59

Friday, May 26, 2006

EH YO!!


guess wat, its e last day of sch!! WOO!! gonna hav holidays for e next one mth. sweetness.. but actually, i can only relax after e darn chinese O'level paper on mon. aww man.. oh well.. im gonna try get a pass, at least.. hope i can make it. got back my report bk today. theres improvement.. tts gd i guess. but my teachers told me i can do better.. especially miss seah. shes damn k-poh. ya i noe, im tryin.. well, end-of-term service wuz damn shit. fuckin DM n principal took so fuckin long to talk la.. fuckers think they can take their own sweet time juz coz theyre in e fuckin shade. it wuz fuckin hot u noe?!? assholes.. oh shit, so many "fuck"s today.. hahha. helped tharen to register his pre-paid card. e lady took damn long.. fuckin slowpoke.. had to rush to e new cathay cineplex to get X-Men3 tix. e place wuz HUGE!! freakin nice.. got e tix n headed back to potong pasir. bumped into wati there. sat down to talk for awhile, haven spoken to her in a long time man.. she wuz waitin for hisyam.. hahha. shes crazy over him..


well, they both went home so i went to meet up with her. her friend wuz callin me "lion" but i couldnt hear.. idiot la!! hahha. went over to dhoby ghaut to hav lunch at ljs. talked bout some stuff n let her listen to some of e songs e band is gonna play. e songs r nice ok?? hahha. we went to watch e movie. it wuz AWESOME!! n e chick who wuz actin as shadowcat is damn cute la.. heh. dont be angry baby.. u'll always e hotest, prettiest n cutest. heh. oh ya, somethin funny happened at e end of e movie. hahahha!! shall not talk bout it or someone will get angry. hahha. hmm.. sent her home after e show. i tell u, malay guys r damn irritatin. act as tho theyve nvr seen a cedarian b4 isit? dumb mats.. anyways, she kept scarin me. kept lyin tt her dads car juz went past.. tt piglet.. hahha. oh well.. i had fun.


**HAPPY ANNIVERSARY baby!! i had an awesome time with ya, tho it wuz kinda short.. n thanx for e letter.so sorry i didnt make u anythin.. will make it up to ya someday ok?? i love you..

20:57

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

YELLO!!


well, it has been a sick day man.. woke up in e mornin thinkin if i should go for X-country.. wuz damn lazy, but ended up goin anyways.. damn dumb la.. i didn even noe how to get there. hahha. had to wait for weiliang n in e end he came damn late, lyk 20mins late. y r ppl always late to meet me..?? grr.. oh well.. e place where we ran wuz damn hot n humid. started sweatin even b4 we started runnin. wuz damn lazy to run, so i walked all e way. wuz talkin to darryl, martien n chin hwee. chin hwee is damn fun to talk to la.. very nice person to hav for company. followed darryl to queensway to get his shoe. hahha. he wuz havin some bad luck today, couldnt find his size for e shoe he wanted. ended up gettin a wilson shoe, pretty cool actually. ate at some place at e shoppin mall, idiot ppl hav no manners. spilled a drink on darryls moms food but sound so insincere when she apologized. ppls nowsadays.. tsk tsk tsk.. hahha. sorry, inside jk. went over to darryls place to play some x-box. damn cool la.. i wuz damn tired n sick, so i went home early..


oh ya, check out my new vid. its fuckin awesome!! listen to e whole song n u'll get wat i mean. DRAGON FORCE DESERVE TO PLAY ON OZZFEST MAINSTAGE!! WOO!!

20:03

Sunday, May 21, 2006

MORNIN!!


ytd wuz awesome!! went out to try get e tix for DaVinci Code. meet up with martien n e guys at plaza sing n e tix were sellin fast. man.. we decided to try cineleisure in town. but b4 tt, we went to e arcade to try out e new house of the dead3. its fuckin bullshit la!! we were suppose to shake off e zombies but e com didnt tell us how earlier. wasted 2 fuckin bux.. tch..we took a train to town n guess wat? e tix were sold out til 9pm!! wtf??! man.. so we tried lido. there were seats left but they couldnt get in coz its a NC16 show. ah ha suckers. hahha. but tt means she cant get in too.. darn it.. oh well..


went to meet her at cineleisure. yes, i had to walk back.. hahha. her best friend went to meet her guy too. hmm.. walked over to lido again coz we decided to watch Poseidon. saw one of her frienz on e way there. she shouted out my name n gav me a scare. thot some mad woman wanted to kill me or somethin. idiot!! hahha. well, e show wuz pretty gd n as usual she jumped at every excitin scene.. heh. she said i hav a weird taste when it comes to gals coz i didnt think actresses is pretty. oh fine la, i chose you n you say i hav a weird taste. youre tellin me tt youre a weird choice la? hahahha. walked over to a water thingy near plaza sing to sit down. she kept buggin me to sing "my boo". i dont sing RnB no more, i only sing rock. besides, i forgot e lyrics. hahha. mayb next time aite baby? hmm.. sent her home n my mom called to scold me. i forgot to turn off e iron at home. shit..!! hahha. oh well..


**had an awesome time ytd. baby, im sorry tt i made you angry so many darn times.. i didnt mean to, honest.. i nvr want to hurt you ever again.. i love you..

10:59

Friday, May 19, 2006

EH YO!!



today has been a great day!! pretty slacked in sch. played scrable durin eng, n damn im gd. hahha. beat my classmates 4times in a row. heh. hmm.. tt ass pengiun didnt come so we had 2 free periods. spent my time bullyin ceetee. hes freaky la!! kept tryin to touch my "ahem".. ass.. had another 2 free periods coz chapel n chem wuz cancelled. how cool is tt? hahha. calculated my overall percentage for e mids.. there wuz improvement in guess, still failed tho.. sighh.. all thanx to chinese n geog. wouldve passed if i hadnt done so badly for em both.. no matter, will do alot better next time!! "impossible is nothin, n nothin is impossible". sounds familiar?? heh.


wuz jammin with e band today, finally!! tho k-yang wuz missin.. oh well.. i think ive nvr sing n scream tt aggressive b4. my throat wuz killin me after tt. we tried jammin die my bride(murderdolls), house of mirrors(vitalfury), all the small things(blink182), im not okay(my chemical romance), my heart your hands(from first to last), phoebia(kreator) n pull harder on the strings of your martyr(trivium).. ppl were impressed. heh. awesome!!went to hav dinner with tim n sathish. fuck! tim farted on e bench while we were eatin la!! fuckin disgustin!! hahha. went to PS to show tim where e new theatre is n slacked abit at yamaha. e guys were tryin out e electronic drums.. feel weird standin there.. hahha. oh well..


today has been awesome!! tho i wish i could follow you to e beach.. really miss you baby.. lookin forward to seein you tmr!!

20:54

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

UMM..


strange.. it feels lyk it has been a really long day.. spend e whole day holdin my phone.. hope that you'll msg me.. but you didnt.. i dont blame you for doin tt.. i blame myself.. ive been thinkin bout it the whole day.. thinkin.. but weird, i ended up thinkin bout nothin.. i couldnt think of anythin but you.. you asked me if i felt guilty.. yes, i did.. but i didnt noe how to explain things to you, i didnt noe how to tell you.. i didnt get much slp last nite.. i couldnt stop thinkin bout you.. ha.. dunno if you'll believe me tho.. i thot i could fix things juz by apologisin.. but i wuz wrong.. sayin sorry doesn work all the time, at least not tis time.. i really wanna make it up to you.. but i juz dunno how.. youre keepin quiet n ignorin me, n its killin me.. i really cant stand it.. its hurts to see you sad.. it hurts even more to noe tt i made you cry.. i really dunno wat to do..


actually, i knew somethin lyk tis would happen.. tts e reason y i said i dont deserve you, im afraid tt i'll hurt you.. n tis proves it.. ive already hurt e one b4, n i juz hurt you.. y do i keep fuckin up ppls lives, ppl i love..??! sighh.. lyk i said last nite, i'll call you in 3 days.. tt means the nite after tmr.. hope you'll ans me.. i really miss you..


**pls take care of urself.. im worried for u.. hav lots of rest ok..?

20:34


"NOTE TO SELF"


two roads.. split off from here,
and my life goes runnin in opposite directions
exaggeratin the barrier between who i am, and who i want to be

i wanted to be the breath of fresh air,
when everythin smelled so insincere
but this taste still lingers in my mouth,
deceit has ways of stickin around
and im ready to disappear,
vacation seem far, seems far from here

note to self: i miss you terribly
this is what we call a tragedy
come back to me, come back to me, to me..

i can feel my mind, wanderin again
into where i dont know, and will i ever get home
time starts movin, faster than i can
and im sick of this scene,
i need to break the routine

two roads, split off from here
and my life goes runnin, in opposite directions
exageratin the barrier between who i am, and who i want to be

which part of me is lost? i feel so close, and yet im so far
which part of me is lost? i feel so close, and yet im so.. far..

09:12

Sunday, May 14, 2006

YALLO..


man.. im feelin damn tired.. wonder y.. hmm.. well, its another sunday mornin.. as usual, BORIN.. hahha.


wuz out ytd. went to watch a MI3 with my princess. suppose to meet at 12, but again she wuz late. hahha. its alrite baby. hmm.. ya, e movie wuz pretty gd. damn well planned n original. dunno y tharen doesnt lyk it. aiya, hes weird.. hahha. u noe wat? my stomache wuz growlin durin e movie n she heard. AHH!! embarrassin!! but c'mon.. i didnt hav dinner e prev night n i didnt hav brekky, of coz i'll be hungry. hahha. she wuz laughin bout it e whole day la.. grr..


had lunch at ljs at far east den we went around lookin for a b'day prezzie for her sis. man.. gals r damn indecisive. we went up n down, in n out, left n right juz to get one present. hahha. haiyo.. in e end, she got her sis a small white bag. kinda nice tho. went over to taka to look for a mothers day card for her mom but left with nothin so we went over to bugis instead but e cards werent tt nice. ended up gettin some flower thingy for her mom. oh ya, we bumped into arini. i wuz damn shocked. hahha. we didnt expect to bump into her.


hmm.. sat down somewhere near her place to relax n chat. we cleared off some doubts we had. **darlin, don worry aite? u noe i love u n no one can break us up, i'll nvr let tt happen. i had a great time with ya n u look awesome ytd. hahha. cant wait to see u again. love ya**

13:12

Friday, May 12, 2006

HEY THERE..


not really in e mood to blog.. but oh well.. got nothin to do anyways.. well.. ytd wuz fun. went to play pool. hahha. im gettin worse at it man.. ambrish wuz damn gd. got thrashed by him. hahha. oh well.. went off to PS for a lil while n had dinner at kfc. wanted to go to e arcade, but she doesnt wanna go in coz it wuz crowded. sent her home afterwards.. man, didn wanna leave.. hahha.


princess, im really sorry.. every memory wuz lock up at e back of my head til she msged me last nite.. i really wanna get rid of all these memories.. n i will.. thanx for bein so understandin all these while n im sorry for makin u angry all those times. im really happy to be with u n i wanna hav more wonderful memories with u.. im sorry.. i love you..

09:32

Sunday, May 07, 2006

GOOD MORNIN.. sighh.. another slpy n borin sunday mornin.. darn, n i gotta study for tmrs social studys test. grr.. wat fuckin bullshit..


well.. ytd wuz great!! went to study with sathish, princess n her frienz at marine parade libs starbucks. went to meet sathish first n again, he wuz late. tch.. hahha. ya.. tried to study but somehow we couldnt. everyone ended up talkin n slackin. u noe wat?? my earphones freakin burst!! tts y i couldnt really study.. idiotic.. hmm.. her frienz r damn nonsensical la.. kept embarrassin me n sayin tt im blushin.. i dont blush ok??! hahha. oh ya.. after havin lunch, we stalked one of her frienz coz she wuz meetin her crush or somethin. i tell u, gals can do e weirdest things when theyre in love.. hahhah!! got back to starbucks to study for a lil while.. left for e beach after tt.


e breeze at e beach wuz damn nice!! kinda hard to find a seat since it wuz a wkend.. finally found a seat n sat down to talk n relax. hahha. we talked bout a whole lot of things. e most interestin one wuz bout us. its strange how everythin fell in place but i guess its pretty unique. heh. ya.. sent her home after tt. followed her while she bought dinner for her bro. we bumped into her frienz n they were makin fun of us. idiots. hahahha. yeah.. it really feels gd to hav her by my side.. hmm.. i actually miss her already.. sighh..

09:41

Monday, May 01, 2006

YALLO!! well, lifes still pretty alrite i guess.. mids-exams r comin tho. actually, it has already started. man.. how time flies.. hmm.. last yrs mids wuz a fuckin disaster.. flunk it coz of some problem.. but it doesnt really matter now. im gonna do well tis yr.


woke up at around 8.30 tis mornin.. couldnt slp coz of somethin i did last nite.. no no, don worry i didn kill anyone. hahha. i made princess angry.. me n my stupid jks.. sighh.. now i swear, i'll nvr make those kinda jks ever again, honest!! anyways, she finally forgive me. i wuz so darn happy n relieved. trust me, its gonna take a long time to tell u e whole story. hahha. went to meet her at marine parade lib starbucks to study.


sat down n started studyin. wuz doin geog den. den we went over to parkway for lunch. man, e place wuz damn crowded. princess panicked when i told her parkway is my moms fav hangout place. hahha. luckily she wasnt there today. u noe wat, i juz realised tt gals can talk bout e weirdest things.. they were talkin bout umm their male teachers butts.. weird? i noe. i actually choked n they saw my face turn red. damn embarrassin la.. hahha. went back to starbucks to study.. i actually studied quite abit today. covered up 2 out of 3 chapters of geog n a lil bit of social studies. wanted to go to e beach with her tho.. but it had to rain. darn.. went off early coz my mom had to go somewhere. n tt means i hav to look after my bro.. im not a fuckin baby-sitter u noe??!

20:08