Tuesday, February 28, 2006
today wuz so stupid. hahha, wuz damn high. wuz in eng class doin work til i heard poh jing talkin bout some jackass dares he n his frienz did. hahahha. damn funny la.. wish i could type em all out, but im kinda lazy now.. heh.. ya.. had chinese next n damn.. we gotta stay back after lessons to finish our work.. i HATE chinese!! oh well.. no choice i guess.. hmm.. headed straight for recess next. man, i wuz starvin. its amazin how a starvin person can find anythin tasty. don get me wrong, i ate food. hahha. math class wuz kinda crappy, wuz in a sudden mood to shuddup.. n well, got back to my hyper mood durin physics. wuz jumpin around lyk some monkey. hahhawent off to meet sathish n his frienz at cityhall. met up at long johns. den we headed off to jam for a lil while. e studio wuz a total RIP-OFF!! wtf.. they gav us a rundown room for 15bucks. fuckin money cheaters.. grr.. e instruments were crap, amps were makin shit sounds, e drum wuz fallin apart.. EVERYTHIN wuz lousy!! n guess wat, we were jammin went 2 of his frienz left without chippin in money. only realised it when we had to pay.. wat the hell.. came out totally broke.. grr.. assholes.. hahha. but one of sathishs frienz stole a Samick guitar neck. hahahha. damn funny la.well, headed back to PP macs to slack with sathish for awhile. dom, sureli, ezra n a few other frienz were there. sat down n chatted for awhile. hahha. they told me tt im damn high. hahha. sorry, i cant help it!! heh. oh well..heres a song.. applyin it to someone.. glad tt i feel tis way.. finally..Trivium - Dying in your armsim wearin thin wearin out becomin weakholdin hands with this ropeshes my self-destructivebleedin disease the things that makes it hard to breathbut if i shove you far awaythis addict just starved again asphyxiatedand now i see its you thats tearin me (ensnarin me)this is me dyin in your armsi cut you out now set me free..lynched high above what used to bein her gallows built for meso i escaped cut this noose around my..neck i break free to see the things you blinded meand i shoved you far awaynow i live the life i dreamed ofYOURE DEAD TO MEand now i see its you thats tearin me (ensnarin me)this is me dyin in your armsi cut you out now set me freeand now i see its you thats tearin me (ensnarin me)this is me dyin in your armsi cut you out now set me freeyou poisoned my life!!so i take this knife..and i cut you outcut you out!!
19:16
Monday, February 27, 2006
man.. its been a long n tirin day.. whew.. wuz all ready to jump out of bed, i hav no idea y. hahha. wuz talkin to her over e phone last nite. its amazin how we dont realise how fast time passes by.. really wanted to continue talkin tho, but oh well we had sch n stuff.. so ya..been a pretty gd boy in sch today. heh. wuz takin down quite abit of notes for e whole day. man.. my hands were achin after each period. hmm.. everyone in class wuz full of shit. especially tt idiotic hansel n chris.. grr.. i repeat, "I DIDNT DATE FLORENCE DURIN V.DAY!!" she juz a friend n i already hav someone by my side. heh. oh ya, n tt poh jing too.. tt asshole. he has tis long rubbery thing n he goes around e class swingin it on ppl makin it look lyk hes usin his dick.. tt sick bastard.. hahha.met up with kia yang after sch. had to go to Wake Me Up Studios to send in our demo. man.. we actually had to go all e way to woodlands to meet up with natasha first.. i repeat, WOODLANDS.. man.. n tharenii n sathish were suppose to follow us but they didnt!! gav excuses n stuff.. grr.. n in e end, we found out tt tharen actually went to meet his gf when he told us his dad told him to go home straight.. dumb gorrila.. so we went n meet up with nat n guess wat.. we found out tt e studio is actually at queensway.. .. .. which is 14 stops away.. .. .. thanx alot tharen.. grr.. n guess wat again, after goin thru all e trouble n stuff, we finally got there. but the fuckin place wuz CLOSED!! wat the hell..?!??! damn i wuz pissed, called up tharen n scold him.. come to think of it, its kinda fun scoldin him. hahahhaya.. head back to potong pasir. kia yang actually fell aslp durin e trip. he wuz lyk swingin side to side. n he would suddenly jerk. damn funny. hahahha. well, i got off first n kia yang stayed in e train coz he has to get off at serangoon. wuz waitin for a bus when she replied my msg tellin me she juz got outta sch. wanted to meet her, but oh well.. she wuz goin another direction. den flo msged me tellin me she wuz at macs with some of my other frienz. decided to pass some time there. damn funny, all e guys were bullyin her. hahahhaha. sat around for awhile n ya.. headed for home..to her: hey princess!! hahha. hmm.. juz wanna tell u tt im really happy tt uve made tt decision. i nvr thot tt tis would ever come true.. mayb it really IS Gods plan.. mayb it really is fate.. juz rmb, u NEVER stole me from anyone aite..? :)well.. gonna go hav dinner now, might wanna read a bk later. might giv her a call before bedtime. cya!!
19:35
Saturday, February 25, 2006
WOO!! home at last!! hahha. juz got home from tharens place. wuz there with dev rippin out e songs from our final demo. hahha. i sound so damn weird. oh well.. gotta keep tryin i guess. heh. oh ya.. tharen wuz showin us some lame beheadin vids.. idiots.. its damn lame la. hahha. oh wells..went over to tharens place early to juz slack for awhile.. went to meet up with sathish at e interchange. tt idiot is always late!! grr.. nvm. headed for his frienz b'day party. felt bad tho.. i wasnt suppose to be invited.. pretty fun i guess. oh guess wat, we saw these 2 drivers on e way to his frienz place. they almost fought in e middle of e road. ok, i dunno y but i found tt funny. hahha. im weird.. we slack n stuff at e party before headin to Soundmix studios near jalan besar stadium. almost lost our way there!! whew.. luckily i hav good sense of direction, not lyk "some" ppl.. heh heh. jks. ya.. did our recordings n stuff. damn fun!! hahha.we took some band photos next with dev as our photographer. pretty cool shots. heh. oh ya, sathish tim n i decided to take a vid of us mosh-pittin with my phone. n guess wat, tim n i accidentally punched sathish on e nose once each!! hahha. really sorry dude!! but e vid wuz kinda funny. hahahha. jksjks. ya.. den headed for threns place.. kind of a long day. wuz suppose to watch another band jam juz so they can get into e gig next wk. luckily it wuz cancelled, wouldve been more tired if it wasnt..anyways, gonna go giv her a call now. cya!!
22:10
Friday, February 24, 2006
oki dokie. been in a really gd mood today. n it juz got better after sch.. heh. anyways, had lessons per normal.. juz realised tt i seriously suck at readin chinese.. hahha. man.. how am i gonna pass..?? oh well.. fell aslp durin A math class again. got a shock when desmond soh shouted at me to wake me up. heh. oh ya.. we had a free period durin chem!! woo!! spent my time slpin n listenin to my mp3 tho. hahha. e wuz e last lesson for e day n guess wat.. e bell rang but i wuz still slpin n everyone left without tellin me.. grr.. idiots.. luckily benn woke me up. thanx dude.went to meet her after sch n headed for bugis. hahha. guess wat, we saw tis old lady workin at delifrance laughin n smilin at her on our way up e escalator. freaky.. imagine shes a old les interested in her.. EEE..!! hahahha!! we walked around abit n ended up eatin at long johns coz she has been naggin at me to eat.. oh well.. had late lunch. spend our time laughin at things. hahahha. sat down somewhere in parco n talked abit. found out some interestin stuff.. oh ya, she still doesnt wanna dance for me. grr.. nvm, shall continue buggin her. heh. bumped into li ting there. she gav me a bloody shock when she called out my name. hahhah. hmm.. sent her off n headed straight for home..**to her: hey wrinkled face!! jks!! shit tt wuz mean. heh. hmm.. thanx for bein there n carin for me.. n ya, had an awesome time today. heh. hope ta spend somemore time with ya.
21:57
Thursday, February 23, 2006
hey guys.. sighh.. sorry bout e last entry.. i guess e depressed side of me mustve gotten out again.. all i needed wuz some time alone i guess.. anyways, sch wuz well.. pretty ok actually.. wuz jokin around with ezra n e rest in e mornin. sheesh.. juz realise i haven really been talkin to em these days.. oh well.. chinese period wuz kinda bad. e teacher wuz pissed with e whole class coz we were too damn noisy. sorry teach. had PE after tt. HAH!! don hafta run e 2.4km no more coz i passed it last wk. awesome!! 3 free periods!! hahha. had early recess den went over to e lib to slack. hmm.. saw tharen n kia yang there. went to chat with em. oh ya, caspar wuz there with em. still givin me e cold shoulder huh..? aye.. who gives a damn..hahha. wuz attacked by a pig named han zhong wei in e lib. hahhaha. jksjks!! ya.. he wuz playin tai-ti in e lib, can u believe tt? tt gamblin pig.. heh. next wuz chem. finally, a period tt i actually can listen to my mp3 without hidin!! wuz copyin notes while listenin to some music.. juz realise tt i do better work with my music.. strange.. hmm.. had another session of self-science again.. wasnt tt bad tho.. went with mr yeos group. hahha. hes seriosuly one heck of an awesome teacher, he earned a whole lot of respect from us. we joked around after e session n i had to rush for some cca stuff.. went to meet ms goh to get e stuff to sell. hmm.. shes pretty hot ya noe?? heh. den ms nanthini came down to pass me some details for next wks Pets Day. we're plannin to get SPCA to come down for a talk or somethin.. at e same time raise funds for both SPCA n our club..hahha. u noe, i juz realise tt suria(not sure if tts how u spell his name..) is always runnin along ms nanthinis side. hmm.. not a surprise tho.. shes one of e hotest teachers in sch.. hahha. man.. when on earth did SA got assigned to hot female teachers.. weird.. hahha.
17:29
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
y do i feel tt theres somethin missin in all these..? y do i feel so strange.. like im not myself anymore.. like ive turned into someone else again..? mayb i shouldnt hav gotten close to anyone.. mayb things will juz be alot better without me around.. mayb i should juz disappear somewhere, where no one will ever find me.. there ppl who say they care.. but do they really..? doubts again.. i joke n laugh n smile but y do i hav tis uneasy feelin inside..? darn it.. i really hope all these r juz my imagination..**dyin to see you again.. but mayb i shouldnt..
18:48
Sunday, February 19, 2006
holyshit!! today wuz total hardcore awesome stuff!! man.. cant believe Headshot juz had their first gig. shit man.. wuz kinda panickin.. y? coz i couldnt get all e fuckin lyrics in my thick numbskull!! wah liao.. i tried to memorise but nothin went in la.. oh well.. invited quite a no of ppl, but only a few came. only ppl like dev, grace, nad, flo, sureli n cat came.. oh well, tts pretty awesome anyways. oh ya, n i swear!! the buildin tt we performed in looked nothin lyk a place where we can hold a gig. it looks lyk some factory work place. man.. now i noe where the hell ppl hold private gigs. coz u cant hear a single shit from e outside!!we first had a sound check. suppose to play half a song with a singer. so my band played n i started singin. hahha. nad n grace were shocked at my voice. hahhahha!! they werent expectin me to sing e way i wuz singin. heh. juz den flo n sureli called, so tim n i went to fetch em from e mrt. theyre damn.. umm wats tt word..?? umm they lyk to complain alot la!! hahhha. tim n i couldnt stop laughin. it wuz damn funny. ok, so we got there it juz nice, it wuz our turn to play next. e band before us wuz pretty good, juz tt theyre abit mono. hmm.. den we went on stage next. but surprisingly i wasnt nervous. hah!! but one prob.. i DUNNO the lyrics!! crap!! but no choice.. cant pull out now, can i?? so we first sang house of mirrors, i changed e singin voice. n man.. e ppl there loved us!! they were all damn shocked at e way we play n sing coz we all look lyk a bunch of posers n geeks. hahhhah. it wuz some awesome stuff!! some ppl say tt i sound really scary when i sing coz of e voice. they thot i wuz possessed or somethin!! hahha. funny..we sang smells like teen spirit n all the small things too. both cover songs. e crowd loved it. until we went on to e other songs.. e instruments were awesome!! but i forgot e bloody lyrics.. darn.. oh well.. gonna try rmb for e next gig!! e other bands after us were damn good!! especially e one right after us. theyre a death metal band. fuckin awesome stuff!! everyone were mosh-pittin. i wuz throwin myself at tis idiot skinhead. asshole la he.. kept aimmin for me, tim n sathish. i almost fell flat on flo n sureli coz of him.. fuckin bastard.. hahha. but guess wat, i took revenge. i banged him damn hard(bang as in, bump in to him. not the perverted meanin..), den he tripped over tims shoe n fell flat on e ground. HAHHHAHH!! loser!! revenge is juz too sweet.. heh.we all stayed for awhile n went off for dinner. it wuz damn fun, all of us were laughin n makin a hell lot of noise. went to macs again, wuz tellin n laughin at alot of jks. hahha. decided to leave e place fast coz we were damn noisy. hahhahha. ya.. slacked for awhile den came back home.. so damn tired.. pity she couldnt come.. sighh.. oh well, wanna giv her a call soon.. heh
21:51
Saturday, February 18, 2006
im damn nervous n excited now!! Headshot is headin for our first ever gig tmr!! heh. its gonna be fuckin awesome. we've been practisin n composin new songs today.. but before tt, i went to meet up with sathish for lunch. said tt he wanted to collect some pics for his mom so i followed him. hahha. e pics r damn funny, there r some which i had no idea y he took em. hahha. well.. head to toa payoh to hav lunch. but i decided to juz get a burger from pp macs instead since i wasnt tt hungry. man.. we had to wait a bloody long time for bus142. idiotic driver.. but it wasnt tt bad, spent time talkin bout metal bands lyk Mudvayne, Murderdoll, M.Manson, Bullet For My Valentine, Slipknot n stuff lyk em. hahha. e ppl in e bus mustve thot we were psychos or somethin. we were singin songs in e bus. hahha. it wuz damn funny la!!got to pp macs, got my burger den we headed for Boon Studios. we were e first 2 of our band to arrive.. n to think we thot we were late. oh well.. had not choice but to waste e first hr away coz tim could only come at 3. but guess wat.. in e end he came at 3.45!! tt hairy gay monkey.. heh. jkin dude.. oh ya, she came with her friend to watch us jam!! AHH!! i screwed up abit. couldnt seem to concentrate on singin with her around. n stupid sathish had to make it worse by askin me to song House of Mirrors(our self-written song). wah liao..!! it wuz a gorin song la!! hahha. oh well.. oh n guess wat.. tt gay ass monkey had to kick e drum set n some parts almost crashed into her.. grr..!! luckily it didn.. wouldve killed him..!! heh.we got serious after she n her friend left. started jammin House of Mirrors n a few other songs. oh guess wat, tharenii created one FUCKIN AWESOME song!! its called Blind Man. fuck!! its fuckin nice!! shit.. if we play tt song for a competition, its we'll be in e top 3 bands in e group man.. its damn metal, plus with e gorin.. its sounds lyk some death metal song. will be doin another demo some time soon. will distribute tis demo around, so ya.. juz check it out man. heh.
20:01
Friday, February 17, 2006
oh man.. im seriously feelin damn sick today.. got up with a bloody bodyache, a bad stuffy nose n a bad backache.. didnt wanna go to sch, but still did anyways coz i had a physics paper in e mornin.. n i didn even prepare for it.. darn it.. i failed it i guess.. oh well, juz gotta work for e next one. could hardly pay attention in class, e bodyache n stuffy nose kept irritatin me. grr..!! luckily, i had her to pass time with. thanx ducky!! heh.man.. tis sux!! micheal lim punished all e N-classes after chapel. only e normal tech class wuz makin noise, but he punished all of us. damn unfair la.. he wasted all our bloody time lecturin us. aarghh!! wish i could juz walk out of e place or somethin.. hmm.. dropped by macs after sch. bumped into flo, sureli n vivian. sit n talked for awhile n went over to chin hwees table when he came. had to rush for tuition after awhile.. man, so damn tired la..somebody decided to be frienz again.. now tts a strange move.. bet she has somethin up ur sleeve.. nvm, shall wait n see..
19:36
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
@@entry for ytd@@HAPPY VALENTINES DAY guys!! hahha. well, its v.day today!! WOOHOO!! wuz waitin a long time for today.. finally got to go on a real date with her. heh. well, had sch before tt(duh..).. hahha. everyone has been askin me who my date wuz. sorry dudes, cant tell ya man.. don want it to be spread around, now do i?? hahha. fell aslp durin e last 2 periods of e day, physics. man, i wuz totally exhausted.. knocked out for more than 30min?? my frienz were shoutin at me askin me to wake up for my date when e lessons ended. crap.. now tts embarrassin.. hahha.rushed home to get changed n stuff to prepare to meet her. we were suppose to meet at 3.30, but we were still unprepared so nstead we met at 3.45. crap!! but i only left hse at 3.30!! shit.. i wuz gonna be so late.. had no choice but to take a cab there. there were these bunch of sch gals gigglin at me when they saw me with e roses while i wuz wavin for a cab.. damn.. do i really look tt funny?? hahha. finally got a cab, e driver wuz askin me bout e roses. he wuz sayin tt its ex n stuff.. oh well.. it wuz worth it anyways. heh.met up with her.. whew.. wuz juz in time, but i shouldve been there earlier tho.. darn.. anyways, she looked great!! rushed to suntec to get e tix for e movie Fun With Dick And Jane. hahha. e movie wuz damn funny!! e casts were all bunch of jokers, especially Jim Cary. hahha. there were actually times when i laughed juz coz she wuz laughin so damn hard. hahha. weird, i noe.. went over to e esplanade after e show. so many couples were there. man.. there were a few bunch of mats n minahs too.. irritatin ppl, think tt theyre so cool.. grr.. ya, sat down talked for quite awhile.. found out quite a few things bout her..decided to go for dinner at 7.30. but man.. e all e darn restaurants were totally full n they even hav a long queue waitin.. we ended up havin dinner at kfc.. man.. way to go lyon.. **to her: sorry.. will make it up to u someday ok??** ya.. sent her home afterwards.. hahha. almost got lost findin my way back after sendin her home. heh.**hey ducky. heh. jksjks!! hmm had an awesome time with ya. really glad tt u agreed to be my valentine. n ya, thanx for e presents.. hahha. especially the doggie.. well, really lookin forward to spendin more time with u
20:24
Monday, February 13, 2006
finally!! i got it!! wheew.. waited damn long n went thru alot of beggin for tis.. hope she'll lyk it tho!! hahhaman.. today wuz a damn bz day. had to run to city hall to get somethin for her. heh. took a long time to choose tho. hmm.. oh guess wat, i bumped into my ex on e way to city hall at potong pasir mrt.. wat a PERFECT timin.. e day right before v.day.. fuck. oh, n wat a surprise.. she actually wanted to say hi.. i thot somebody said she doesnt know me anymore.. so much for treatin me as a stranger.. grr.. forget her.. anyways, got hold of tt somethin n rushed to serangoon for tuition.. man.. wuz sweatin lyk hell la!! hahha. but its worth it..tuition today wuz damn funny. everyone were makin fun of tweety again.. keep talkin bout she n marcus.. hahhahha. si jia n i were thinkin of tellin her tt marcus lyks her, but we didnt dare. until tis guy, daryl, came. wat the hell.. he shouted from one end of e table to other to tell tweety tt marcus lyks her.. hahhahha!! damn funny!! but kinda pity her tho.. always gettin picked on.. sighh..anyways, headed to heartland mall to get somethin else for her. heh. i think i bought too many stuff.. but oh well.. hahha. my mom wuz rushin me home juz so i can look after my bro.. wat the hell.. im not a babysitter u noe.. oh well..hmm.. cant wait to see her tmr. heh. gonna go giv her a call soon, she seems pretty troubled by somethin.. wanna go try cheer her up.. well.. cya!!
21:37
Sunday, February 12, 2006
wat the hell is wrong with those 2 assholes?!??! keep wantin to pull Headshot into Instanity Squad.. wat the fuck for?! they juz wanna make things difficult for us. theyre gonna restrict us from makin demos n even performin gigs!! wats their fuckin prob??! i don understand y they wanna pull in tim n i if they need tharenii as their guitarist. n now they wanna put friendship on the line.. its either we r in n remain frienz or we r out n lose our friendship.. fuck, im gonna go settle with those 2 tmr. i don care.. they better prepare somethin to explain their fuckin actions n they better not be lyin..sighh.. i dunno wats wrong with me these few days.. ive been actin n feelin different again.. its juz so damn weird.. i don understand y i cant act naturally when im talkin to her.. i honestly want to, i dunno y but its hard.. n its lyk im runnin outta words to say even tho i hav so many things tt i wanna say to her.. mayb i feel uncomfortable after throwin n deletin my ex's pic away? mayb i haven gotten over her? truthfully, i kinda felt lyk goin back into the dustbin to dig out my ex's photos.. but when i think bout her.. dammit.. wats wrong with me??!?! fuck!! sighh.. really feel lyk seein her now.. or at least hear her voice..**i wonder if she'll say "yes" if i asked..
22:43
Saturday, February 11, 2006
oki dokie. sorry bout e change of blog add again. heh. her sis has been lookin into my blog tryin to find some proof tt "tt" gal is her.. ok, does it make sense there?? hahha. anyways, ya.. got home not too long ago. wuz at gramps place havin some end-of-chinese-new-yr-dinner. got there pretty late tho. sorry..wuz at andrews place in e mornin. he asked me to teach him how to play e guitar. he wanted to learn e intro of "sweet child o mine" by Guns N' Roses. hahha. i guess hes not use to fast pickin yet. no worries dude, take ya time. hes pretty good at playin chords tho. awesome stuff. im only able to play power chords n pickings. yeah.. im hopeless, i noe.. hahhah. he mom wuz really nice, offerin me drinks over n over again. hahha. there wuz somethin i envy bout andrew.. e relationship between he n his mom is more lyk frienz actually. lucky dude he is.. anyways, we were watchin some vids on his com. hahha. all of em r damn funny. gonna ask him to send me some of em. hmm.. went to meet up with an old friend, bernard. haven seen him in ages man.. he look damn tall n he lost a hell lot of weight. well, meet him at somerset mrt. he invited me to some v.day event by his church.. guess wat, it wuz actually a service.. grr.. everyone started to crowd around me to talk me to convertin into a christian.. man.. i didn want to, so i told em nicely. hahha. there wuz somethin interestin durin e service.. they put up 3 ideal v.day gifts to giv or receive on screen, n they asked us to choose one n they'll try to guess our personally. there wuz chocs, roses n a handwritten card. ok, so i played along n chose roses. they say tt ppl who chose roses r very romantic n caring towards their partners. ok, i guess tts kinda true.. hahahha.e service wuz damn long.. wuz really tired.. oh well, it finally ended at 5. went to play some pool with bernard n his frienz. man.. my skills r seriously deproving.. darn.. i gotta prac more!! hahha. went to meet up with her afterwards. she arh.. late again!! hahha. but its ok.. i don mind waitin for her. she look great today. well, its not tt she doesnt look gd other days.. i umm.. i mean umm.. u noe wat i mean.. hahhah. ya.. walked to dhoby ghaut mrt with her so tt we can take a train back home.. couldnt help but notice how pretty she is.. man.. didnt really realise it before.. hahha. hmm, she wuz talkin bout how hot her teacher wuz. tryin to get me jealous huh?? hahha. well, i gotta admit.. it did kinda work.. but oh well.. wanted to ask her somethin.. but i guess its not the right time yet.. will juz wait i guess..**to her: hey there. hmm.. it wuz really great to see ya again.. missed you.. umm well, i can see tt u havent really forgotten him.. but tts alrite, i noe exactly how it feels.. i want u to noe tt im here for ya.. whenever u need someone, any time at all, juz gimme a call ok??
23:48
